Episode 119 : Macho Man Randy Fascist

[00:00:00] We have created over 14 new jobs No one, 91? I've lost count

[00:00:04] Why are you not Donald Trump?

[00:00:39] Wow, it's 48 minutes of dogs barking.

[00:00:45] Wow, I listened to two guys that were fed paint chips as children talk about dumb internet shit.

[00:00:53] Wow, you just really came to the right place.

[00:00:55] Special guest, Christopher Walken, welcome to the show.

[00:00:57] It is indeed 48 minutes of dogs barking.

[00:00:59] I have a garden.

[00:01:00] I have the power of God.

[00:01:03] God, within me, I'm his messenger.

[00:01:08] That's Brian.

[00:01:09] I'm Jason.

[00:01:10] I'm the one who's going to laugh.

[00:01:12] He's Howard Stern.

[00:01:13] I'm Robin Quivers.

[00:01:14] You know the routine.

[00:01:15] Hey, now.

[00:01:16] We're putting you on the city in shape.

[00:01:21] I'm going to get my 36 G's out.

[00:01:23] It's just on the radio.

[00:01:24] Yeah, just.

[00:01:27] Oh, boy.

[00:01:28] It has been an insane week.

[00:01:32] AmericanPolitics.net is really just popping off.

[00:01:34] Really scraping the bottom of the barrel.

[00:01:37] I didn't know Puerto Rico was made out of garbage.

[00:01:39] Apparently.

[00:01:39] Apparently.

[00:01:40] I didn't know that they.

[00:01:41] I thought it was a real island.

[00:01:43] Yeah.

[00:01:43] I don't know.

[00:01:44] No wonder why they're having problems with their infrastructure and stuff.

[00:01:47] You built your house on garbage, bro.

[00:01:48] Yeah.

[00:01:49] I mean, what the hell?

[00:01:49] Yeah, what the hell?

[00:01:51] John Leguizamo came out.

[00:01:53] All these other people.

[00:01:54] These people who are supporting Puerto Rico came out.

[00:01:58] It was pretty fascinating.

[00:01:59] Ricky Martin posting.

[00:02:00] I'm not sitting still for this.

[00:02:02] Coming from a guy who's apparently called Kill Tony.

[00:02:04] He's like, yeah, why not?

[00:02:05] Yeah.

[00:02:06] Yeah.

[00:02:08] Kind of feels right.

[00:02:09] And John Seward comes on and does a milk toast kind of like, hey, give the guy a break.

[00:02:14] He's a roast comic.

[00:02:15] I'm like, yeah, well, then he got booked for the wrong fucking venue there, pal.

[00:02:18] Yeah.

[00:02:19] You don't bring roast comic.

[00:02:19] What was Nick Mullen doing?

[00:02:24] Can't get Stavi for this?

[00:02:26] You can't get Shane Gillis?

[00:02:30] What's fucking Tim Dillon?

[00:02:31] Dude, Tim Dillon would kill it.

[00:02:33] Oh, yeah.

[00:02:33] Tim Dillon would come out dressed like Trump.

[00:02:36] Just do the whole thing.

[00:02:37] Shane Gillis probably would, too, actually.

[00:02:39] I mean, you know what?

[00:02:41] I'm not trying to do their job for them, but this shows a lack of imagination.

[00:02:45] Yeah.

[00:02:45] I mean, if two idiots in the Midwest can think this up, I'm sure someone in their field can do this.

[00:02:53] The opportunities were there.

[00:02:54] They just didn't take it.

[00:02:55] Whiffed on every single one.

[00:02:57] Yeah.

[00:02:57] And you just did plain old boring fascism.

[00:03:00] Yeah.

[00:03:01] Boo.

[00:03:01] You couldn't bring out the bread and circuses.

[00:03:04] No.

[00:03:04] Nothing entertaining.

[00:03:05] At least the RNC had fucking Hulkamaniacs.

[00:03:09] Hulkamaniacs.

[00:03:12] That's macho, man.

[00:03:14] Macho.

[00:03:14] Make macho.

[00:03:15] Make America macho.

[00:03:16] Make America macho again.

[00:03:19] There you go.

[00:03:20] Oh, yeah.

[00:03:21] We're going to bring the immigrants over.

[00:03:24] Oh, we're going to pull them in the square circle.

[00:03:27] Oh, yeah.

[00:03:28] And then I'm going to jump off the top turnbuckle and I'm going to take away their dreamer status.

[00:03:38] Macho Man Randy Fascist.

[00:03:39] Let me tell you something, man.

[00:03:41] I'm not going to let them do no early voting.

[00:03:44] No, no.

[00:03:47] No siree.

[00:03:48] No siree.

[00:03:49] So, yeah.

[00:03:49] So, it's going to be a politics-filled show, unfortunately.

[00:03:51] I apologize in advance.

[00:03:54] It's just...

[00:03:54] That's one that's on our minds this week.

[00:03:56] That's one that's on the internet.

[00:03:57] All the listeria outbreaks and the food supply?

[00:03:58] No.

[00:03:59] No.

[00:03:59] We're not going to be talking about any of that.

[00:04:00] We're not worried about it.

[00:04:01] Yeah.

[00:04:01] I don't eat that garbage.

[00:04:03] Right.

[00:04:03] I go to Jimmy John's like a man who respects himself.

[00:04:07] Damn right.

[00:04:08] Or, God, I had Panera for the first time a couple weeks ago and I was like,

[00:04:12] God damn it, Brian's right.

[00:04:13] It's hospital food.

[00:04:13] It is literally hospital food.

[00:04:15] There's no imagination left in it.

[00:04:17] I've lost whatever sauce or juice they ever had.

[00:04:20] They've solidified their supply chain so much for speed that they have lost anything

[00:04:25] that made Breadco or Panera, whatever the fuck you want to call it, appealing 20 years ago.

[00:04:30] Well, speaking of being appealing 20 years ago,

[00:04:33] Oh, really more like 35.

[00:04:37] I know, but work with me here.

[00:04:39] The Daily Mail decided to publish this bombshell report that Tim Walz fucks.

[00:04:47] Yeah.

[00:04:50] This is such an interesting piece.

[00:04:52] Yeah.

[00:04:53] Because it feels like it's supposed to be a hit piece.

[00:04:55] It really does.

[00:04:57] But all it does is make Tim Walz sound hella cool.

[00:05:00] Oh, insane.

[00:05:00] Yeah.

[00:05:01] So you're saying Tim Walz, he went to China, just fucking laid some pipe?

[00:05:06] He slayed the sliz.

[00:05:09] Yeah.

[00:05:09] I don't know.

[00:05:09] Yeah.

[00:05:09] He was fucking, he was putting in the work.

[00:05:12] Mm-hmm.

[00:05:12] He apparently had some pull.

[00:05:15] Mm-hmm.

[00:05:15] And that pull involved the then 24-year-old daughter of a high-ranking communist party member?

[00:05:21] Yeah.

[00:05:22] Like, okay, dude.

[00:05:23] So again, where's the part where I'm supposed to be upset?

[00:05:25] Yeah.

[00:05:26] He wasn't married.

[00:05:27] They were about the same age.

[00:05:29] There's nothing there.

[00:05:30] So like, okay, so Tim Walz was a Dreamcast stan.

[00:05:33] Yeah.

[00:05:34] And he's got pull.

[00:05:35] Yeah.

[00:05:35] So the guy gets pussy.

[00:05:37] Yeah.

[00:05:37] And we presumably still can.

[00:05:38] He's married.

[00:05:39] I would imagine.

[00:05:39] And if he weren't married, still.

[00:05:41] So it's just like one of those things where like, so this guy doesn't like suck.

[00:05:44] Yeah.

[00:05:46] Like, we're really like, so everything about J.D. Vance makes him seem like the sort of person

[00:05:50] you would not leave alone in a computer lab at like a school or a library.

[00:05:54] Right.

[00:05:54] And we're supposed to feel like this guy is some paragon of like Christian values or something.

[00:05:58] But here's Tim Walz throwing it out there and getting something back.

[00:06:02] Yeah.

[00:06:03] And we're supposed to think that that's awful.

[00:06:06] I don't get it.

[00:06:07] The unmarried man in his mid-twenties traveling abroad got laid?

[00:06:11] Yeah.

[00:06:13] All right, man.

[00:06:14] Hold the phone, folks.

[00:06:16] My favorite bits.

[00:06:17] This is a Ben Ashford writing an exclusive for DailyMail.com.

[00:06:21] Couldn't even get it in the regular paper.

[00:06:23] Tim Walz had a secret fling with the daughter of a high-ranking communist official during his

[00:06:26] 1989 teaching stint in China.

[00:06:29] Jenna Wang, 59, claims the VP hopeful showered her with gifts and seduced her at his pokey

[00:06:35] staff accommodation at No. 1 High School in Fochang, Guangdong Province.

[00:06:39] The lovers could not risk holding hands or showing affection in public because Wang's dad

[00:06:44] was a high-ranking figure in the CCP who would disown her for fraternizing with a Westerner.

[00:06:49] But their romance blossomed behind closed doors as they sipped tea, made love, and listened

[00:06:56] to George Michael hits, leading the then 24-year-old Wang to dream about marriage and a new life

[00:07:02] in the United States.

[00:07:03] No proposal was forthcoming.

[00:07:05] And the shame of being treated, quote, like a prostitute, eventually left wing, feeling

[00:07:11] angry and suicidal, she claims.

[00:07:13] Now, she caught feelings over what was clearly a fling.

[00:07:18] That's not on him.

[00:07:19] Tim was very passionate and very romantic.

[00:07:22] I can still remember dancing with him to our favorite song, Careless Whisper.

[00:07:28] Hell yeah, baby.

[00:07:29] All right.

[00:07:29] You can get laid up to listen to Careless Whisper.

[00:07:32] Good on you, brother.

[00:07:33] The fact that we couldn't touch or kiss in public just made it all the more exciting and

[00:07:36] intense when we were finally alone.

[00:07:38] We were deeply in love and I wanted to marry him and start a family.

[00:07:41] When it didn't happen, I felt very unhappy and sad.

[00:07:45] Tim's behavior was very selfish.

[00:07:47] And then they bring up, oh, well, you know, he claimed he was in Tiananmen Square, but

[00:07:52] he wasn't.

[00:07:53] Or it was in Hong Kong when it erupted.

[00:07:55] Yeah.

[00:07:55] Yeah.

[00:07:56] Here's a picture of him in 1990 that he sent to her.

[00:07:59] I mean, goddamn, dude.

[00:08:02] I mean, if he can get laid looking like a math teacher, goddamn, brother.

[00:08:07] I mean.

[00:08:07] Well, I have always heard stories from Westerners who have gone live like in China and Japan

[00:08:14] that like you don't have to really be like that good looking of a white guy.

[00:08:19] Like there's just always going to be women that see like a Westerner or European and

[00:08:24] like are immediately just like, oh, what's up?

[00:08:26] Yeah.

[00:08:27] And I'm sure that and I'm sure that's not just like a thing that is particular to like

[00:08:32] China and Japan.

[00:08:34] I'm sure.

[00:08:35] No.

[00:08:35] It's very common.

[00:08:37] Yeah.

[00:08:37] He continued to write her, though, says during the summer, Wall's return to the U.S.

[00:08:41] but wrote letters to Wang giving vivid depictions of his life and teaching job in Alliance,

[00:08:46] Nebraska.

[00:08:47] At Wall's direction, Wang says she sent off a passport photo and information about herself

[00:08:51] to an address in the United States, believing it was part of the process to secure her a

[00:08:55] visa.

[00:08:56] Her relationship began to sour.

[00:08:58] I mean, there is obviously a narrative here of a romance that got rocky, but that's like

[00:09:04] also two like young people and some pretty interesting circumstances.

[00:09:09] Yeah.

[00:09:09] And then like two years after the relationship started to sour, he met Gwen Whipple, who

[00:09:13] he then married.

[00:09:15] Yeah.

[00:09:15] So like, yeah, I mean, like, OK, well, that sounds like young people and how complicated

[00:09:20] love can be when you're young.

[00:09:22] And then also you add in the things about the top ranking communist official father.

[00:09:28] And, you know, so I mean, like, OK, yeah, like that.

[00:09:30] So he's lived a life.

[00:09:32] Yeah.

[00:09:33] And like this woman's also lived a life.

[00:09:35] Like, so they had a human experience.

[00:09:37] Oh, God.

[00:09:38] It's not the process.

[00:09:39] And, you know, like, you know, it's not a happy ending.

[00:09:42] Sure.

[00:09:43] But not all romances have one of those, of course.

[00:09:46] So, yeah.

[00:09:47] Like, again, I don't know what this like if this is supposed to like.

[00:09:50] So Tim Walts is a human being who's done human ass things.

[00:09:54] Yeah.

[00:09:54] Wow.

[00:09:55] Damn.

[00:09:56] This is so much like.

[00:09:57] Yeah.

[00:09:57] And, you know, well, Donald Trump's putting, you know, catch up on his his well done steak,

[00:10:02] you know, like exactly.

[00:10:06] And fucking J.

[00:10:07] Vance has, you know, eyeshow tattooed on his eyelids, you know, like I know this is supposed

[00:10:14] to move the needle.

[00:10:15] How exactly?

[00:10:16] Yeah.

[00:10:16] And this fucking tweet here you just pulled up from Thai Buddha boy.

[00:10:19] I can't read it without laughing.

[00:10:21] You do it.

[00:10:22] Wait, wait, wait, wait.

[00:10:23] He nutted this young man sprayed during a trip to a foreign country.

[00:10:29] How is how is this possible?

[00:10:32] He was single at the time.

[00:10:34] Yet he he splashed loads.

[00:10:37] This is just not adding up.

[00:10:41] I know very few people, male or female, who have gone like backpacking or spent like a

[00:10:46] month like in a foreign country or something.

[00:10:48] Yeah.

[00:10:49] And didn't get laid at least once.

[00:10:50] Right.

[00:10:51] Because the thrill of being in his place.

[00:10:52] I think it's like part of the trip.

[00:10:54] I think.

[00:10:55] Yeah.

[00:10:55] Kind of.

[00:10:55] More than others.

[00:10:56] Yeah.

[00:10:56] I get it.

[00:10:57] So from Tim Walls to his running mate, Kamala Harris, the Elon fronted America pack had the

[00:11:04] wherewithal to post this video on X the other day before probably taking it down after the

[00:11:11] hubbub.

[00:11:11] Good old Jenny tight pants, AKA at Halo Mancer one grabbed a copy.

[00:11:17] And so here it is.

[00:11:19] Warning.

[00:11:19] This ad contains multiple instances of the C word.

[00:11:23] Viewer discretion is advised.

[00:11:26] Kamala Harris is a C word.

[00:11:28] You heard that right.

[00:11:29] A big old C word.

[00:11:31] In fact, all of the other C words think she's the biggest C word of them all.

[00:11:36] That's right.

[00:11:37] She's a tax hiking, regulation loving, gun grabbing communist.

[00:11:42] And the worst part?

[00:11:43] She's proud of it.

[00:11:45] Kamala Harris.

[00:11:46] The C word America simply can't afford.

[00:11:49] See you nationwide Tuesday, November 5th.

[00:11:53] I'm not going to lie.

[00:11:54] The part where the C word we cannot afford and they have the laughing Kamala in the background.

[00:12:00] That is this very ominous thing.

[00:12:05] That part works.

[00:12:06] Everything else is dumb.

[00:12:07] Yeah.

[00:12:08] This is really fucking stupid.

[00:12:09] Yeah.

[00:12:10] Kamala Harris is a c**t.

[00:12:11] Or Kamala.

[00:12:12] Yeah.

[00:12:12] Is a c**t.

[00:12:13] Yes, please say it.

[00:12:14] Like, yeah.

[00:12:14] Just say she's a c**t.

[00:12:16] Yeah.

[00:12:17] I mean, she's just as much for genocide as the other side.

[00:12:19] Right.

[00:12:20] And she's also wanting to build the wall.

[00:12:22] So, like, yeah, that's some c**t behavior.

[00:12:23] And it's not serving c**t like a Charlie XCX record.

[00:12:26] Uh-uh.

[00:12:27] She's not giving mother.

[00:12:28] She's not serving c**t.

[00:12:29] Yeah.

[00:12:29] Yeah.

[00:12:31] No slaying.

[00:12:32] Except for the Palestinian children.

[00:12:34] Actual slaying.

[00:12:35] Yeah.

[00:12:35] One of the replies, Isaac Evilman, at Isaac underscore Evilman.

[00:12:40] They had an even more direct allusion to it at the end.

[00:12:43] See you nationwide Tuesday.

[00:12:46] Hmm.

[00:12:47] Okay.

[00:12:48] You know what?

[00:12:48] Again, I'm going to have to give a couple points on the board for that.

[00:12:51] Yeah.

[00:12:52] See you next Tuesday would be better.

[00:12:55] Right.

[00:12:56] Because then that end hits a little bit harder.

[00:12:59] Mm-hmm.

[00:13:01] Dr. Van Fook at the Shy Duck.

[00:13:03] I wish she was this cool.

[00:13:05] Yeah.

[00:13:05] I really do wish that all of our democratic politicians were as deeply communist and socialist

[00:13:11] as the right wing likes to say.

[00:13:14] Yeah.

[00:13:14] Don't threaten me with a good time.

[00:13:16] Fuck.

[00:13:16] They're going to call you a communist no matter what you do.

[00:13:19] So you might as well just go whole hog, man.

[00:13:21] Fuck it.

[00:13:21] Absolutely.

[00:13:22] You know?

[00:13:24] Or no matter who you reach out to.

[00:13:26] Oh, so Liz Cheney and Dick Cheney support you.

[00:13:28] They called you a communist anyway.

[00:13:30] Yeah.

[00:13:30] So fucking do communist shit.

[00:13:32] Fuck it.

[00:13:33] There's no winning with these people.

[00:13:35] Speaking of these people.

[00:13:36] No.

[00:13:36] Nope.

[00:13:38] Cut it.

[00:13:39] Damn.

[00:13:42] I know.

[00:13:43] I know.

[00:13:43] A gentleman appeared on CNN in a bit of a town hall here.

[00:13:48] CNN News Night with Abby.

[00:13:50] Girl Dickie.

[00:13:51] Yeah.

[00:13:52] To Hassan Piker.

[00:13:54] Not Hassan Piker.

[00:13:56] It's Mendy Hassan.

[00:13:57] Chat, is this fucked up?

[00:14:00] Well, Hassan Piker would not sit for this shit.

[00:14:02] You're fully cooked, bro.

[00:14:04] Yeah.

[00:14:04] He would just tell him to his face.

[00:14:06] Now, a gentleman's last name is Gerdusky.

[00:14:09] He appeared on CNN News Night in a bit of a town hall here.

[00:14:14] You've got Mendy Hassan and a few other CNN talking heads here.

[00:14:18] The Chiron.

[00:14:19] Harris condemns Trump's rally.

[00:14:21] U.S.

[00:14:21] Exhausted by nonsense.

[00:14:22] The rally they're referring to is...

[00:14:24] Is the rally to restore peace?

[00:14:27] Restore sanity?

[00:14:27] I'm sorry.

[00:14:28] I fucking whiffed that.

[00:14:29] I think it was the one at Madison Square Garden.

[00:14:31] But principle of the thing is the same.

[00:14:33] They're arguing back and forth about Palestinians and the support of the administration.

[00:14:37] Mendy Hassan opens with, if you don't want to be called Nazis, stop doing Nazis.

[00:14:41] Yeah.

[00:14:42] I mean, it's pretty simple.

[00:14:42] Yeah.

[00:14:43] And Gerdusky...

[00:14:45] You've criticized Israel anyone more than this table.

[00:14:47] So, Gerdusky, founder of the 1776 PAC, so you know where he stands.

[00:14:53] Ooh.

[00:14:54] He tells Mendy Hassan...

[00:14:56] Mendy Hassan comes back with, you know, I'm probably the most critical of Israel on this channel.

[00:15:01] I support the Palestinian people.

[00:15:03] And he just drops, yeah, and I hope your beeper doesn't go off.

[00:15:07] Ooh.

[00:15:08] Ooh.

[00:15:09] Mm.

[00:15:10] Some real next level shit talking.

[00:15:12] And then the next minute and a half cross talk.

[00:15:15] And did you just threaten my life on live TV?

[00:15:17] That kind of shit.

[00:15:18] Like, back and forth.

[00:15:19] Yeah.

[00:15:19] The impact of the statement was pretty fucking clear.

[00:15:22] And we're pretty certain that Ryan Gerdusky not going to be back on TV.

[00:15:25] Yeah.

[00:15:26] He is a member of Project 2025, listed on the American Moment site there.

[00:15:31] Abby Phillip, who's the host of the show, had to come on later and issue this statement.

[00:15:38] Everyone who's going to stay here after the commercial break, take a step forward.

[00:15:41] Not so fast, Ryan.

[00:15:43] Fuck off fucking up.

[00:15:43] I mean, you get your big break, you get on CNN, and then you just drop that one.

[00:15:48] It's like, well, okay.

[00:15:49] All right.

[00:15:49] No.

[00:15:50] Not great.

[00:15:50] I mean, you're accusing a man of being a Hezbollah member, of being a terrorist, right?

[00:15:55] And it is a threat on his person.

[00:15:57] Mm-hmm.

[00:15:58] Just going to preempt it here that this guy is probably a Mossad agent.

[00:16:02] You think?

[00:16:02] I wouldn't doubt it.

[00:16:04] I mean, stranger things have happened.

[00:16:05] Or he's just dipshit.

[00:16:07] I mean, both these things are pretty...

[00:16:08] The Venn diagram is pretty...

[00:16:10] I was going to say, he can be both?

[00:16:12] Yeah.

[00:16:12] Yeah.

[00:16:13] The Venn diagram is almost a circle.

[00:16:14] They even did another statement later.

[00:16:16] You know, we will not allow guests to be demeaned for the line of civility to be crossed.

[00:16:19] Ryan Gerdusky will not be welcomed back at our network.

[00:16:22] Not just this show, but at the network.

[00:16:25] He got himself a little ban from CNN for that comment.

[00:16:28] And that comes from CNN directly, not from the host, Abby Phillips.

[00:16:32] Which was a bit of a shock.

[00:16:33] Like, okay, well, I guess they do have standards at some point.

[00:16:37] Right.

[00:16:37] It's rare, but it does happen, I suppose.

[00:16:40] Blind pig, you know, so forth and so on.

[00:16:42] Well, speaking of a blind pig, it's Crypto Scam of the Week.

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[00:17:11] It's a new BSC.

[00:17:13] Yeah.

[00:17:14] And so the Sharpay coin, dollar sign Char, launched Wednesday.

[00:17:18] This, according to Decrypt, and was promoted with a cartoonish artwork of a Sharpay dog,

[00:17:23] combined with a push by crypto Twitter influencers known as key opinionators, KOLs.

[00:17:27] The meme coin quickly ran to a $54 million market cap.

[00:17:33] As this peak was hit, and I gotta give credit here, Ryan S. Gladwin, again, writing for Decrypt,

[00:17:41] the pitch deck leaked with claims that the project's creators had onboarded, quote,

[00:17:48] 50-plus Tier 1 KOLs and had plans to partner with exchanges and other projects.

[00:17:54] And then, here it is.

[00:17:55] Here's the actual pitch deck.

[00:17:57] 18 seconds long.

[00:17:59] They mentioned Char alongside Doge, ETH, and Bitcoin.

[00:18:03] I think the one that really gets you, though, is where...

[00:18:06] There it is.

[00:18:07] Top KOLs and traders on board.

[00:18:09] Now, someone was kind enough to grab this.

[00:18:12] I'm only recognizing a couple.

[00:18:14] The one in particular is CryptoWiz,

[00:18:18] who has sometimes gotten himself in some trouble with this sort of stuff before.

[00:18:22] Sure.

[00:18:23] That's interesting.

[00:18:24] I thought I would see some other people.

[00:18:27] Yeah.

[00:18:28] You know, I also have been paying less and less attention to that part of the internet.

[00:18:32] Because, man, aside from stuff like this, it's the same old fucking story over and over again.

[00:18:37] Like, you know, someone launches Joker sperm.

[00:18:41] J-sperm.

[00:18:43] Yeah.

[00:18:44] And it's got memes like, you're not buying and hodling, and you think that's funny?

[00:18:49] Mm-hmm.

[00:18:50] Berg, I'm tired of buying and hodling.

[00:18:52] That's right.

[00:18:53] So one of the influencers shown on this pitch deck, Patty Ice, at Patty underscore FI,

[00:19:00] responds with, at Solana Call, please take my name off this.

[00:19:03] I have no affiliation with you.

[00:19:05] So they put these profile pictures in the pitch deck of people that are like,

[00:19:09] no, I don't know anything about this.

[00:19:11] Yeah.

[00:19:12] Now, whether that's true or not, you know.

[00:19:14] It means to be said, but I don't doubt that that happens.

[00:19:18] No, I don't doubt it either.

[00:19:19] The leaked deck, this is again the Decrypt article, claimed that a strategic partnership with Bonk would come once Char hit $100 million market cap,

[00:19:31] which was denied by Bonk contributors Cadence and Nom.

[00:19:35] Meanwhile, Joji, who has over 200,000 followers, was also named as being involved, a claim Joji denies,

[00:19:44] sharing a screenshot of Telegram messages that disproved a partnership.

[00:19:48] Yellow Tree, however, was featured and did post about the project.

[00:19:53] He told Decrypt that he was paid for the promotion three months ago, but didn't disclose it.

[00:19:58] He claimed that other big KOLs were involved, many of which have since deleted their posts.

[00:20:04] No shocker there.

[00:20:05] Yeah.

[00:20:06] I think what was the shocker there, though, was Char spiked to $54 million for a market cap.

[00:20:13] And then it dropped to $35.5.

[00:20:17] And then almost immediately after to $1.3 million.

[00:20:21] In like two seconds, it says, following a massive coordinated sale.

[00:20:25] One of the most insane rugs I've ever seen.

[00:20:29] That's pretty wild.

[00:20:30] This is according to...

[00:20:32] I mean, look at that fucking dip.

[00:20:34] $40 million to $1 million in one candle.

[00:20:40] That's so fucking wild.

[00:20:42] That's what drew me to this particular story was just that graph.

[00:20:46] Straight down.

[00:20:47] I hate to say it, but during the last bull run, that shit was happening almost daily on BSC.

[00:20:53] Right.

[00:20:54] Which is why you said Solana's the new BSC.

[00:20:56] Yeah, because they've got PumpFun and a bunch of other things.

[00:20:59] I don't try to keep up with Sol because that's a whole other fucking world to understand of thought and memes and ideas.

[00:21:09] Right.

[00:21:09] And I have other things in life that are more important than trying to understand different crypto cultures.

[00:21:15] But yeah, Solana is a whole other different beast.

[00:21:19] I can understand how things work for better or worse like on Ethereum or BSC or a couple other chains.

[00:21:29] But Sol is just like a whole different level of degeneracy.

[00:21:34] And it really feels like people that know exactly how much a tall boy of high life costs at the gas station on the street to the penny.

[00:21:42] And have actually paid with exact change before.

[00:21:45] Well, see, I know that, but that's only because I had some hard times is all I'm saying.

[00:21:51] Yeah.

[00:21:52] But prices have changed.

[00:21:53] It's actually more now than it used to be.

[00:21:55] So, Char, you know, the at Solana Cole did post to Twitter a response to this.

[00:22:02] We understand what everyone may be thinking right now and want to provide our response.

[00:22:05] We have genuinely built a large, remarkable project and the entire ecosystem we discussed.

[00:22:12] We have been preparing this project for over three months and everyone knows about it.

[00:22:16] However, due to the FUD, we no longer had the funds to continue operations.

[00:22:22] We can provide proof that we communicated with every influencer represented in the pitch deck.

[00:22:27] While we never claimed to have finalized agreements with everyone, we had offers and deals from everyone on that list.

[00:22:34] Please wait for updates.

[00:22:35] And that was about a week ago.

[00:22:38] Yeah.

[00:22:40] Not surprised.

[00:22:41] It was the FUD.

[00:22:42] It was the FUD that had done it.

[00:22:44] That's why we sold everything.

[00:22:48] The FUD.

[00:22:50] At G-S-U-S-S-O-L.

[00:22:52] No way you prepped art for the rug.

[00:22:56] And yes, there is a piece of art of the dog with a parachute.

[00:23:00] At D-E-7-E-R-V.

[00:23:03] Our CEO died and we don't have access to the funds.

[00:23:06] Referencing a previous scam.

[00:23:09] Yeah.

[00:23:09] Hold on a second.

[00:23:10] We're figuring this out.

[00:23:11] Don't sell.

[00:23:12] Yeah.

[00:23:12] Yeah.

[00:23:13] How did that end up, by the way?

[00:23:15] Was it just straight to the bottom?

[00:23:17] I think so.

[00:23:18] I think that's pretty much how it goes.

[00:23:19] The best one was the dev had COVID.

[00:23:22] I've seen that in a few telegrams.

[00:23:25] And that's why he's not in the telegram channel.

[00:23:29] There's nobody else who can...

[00:23:31] Nope.

[00:23:32] Sorry.

[00:23:32] Yeah.

[00:23:32] He's got COVID.

[00:23:33] Sorry.

[00:23:34] Can't get on Discord.

[00:23:35] He's got COVID.

[00:23:36] Wizard of Shoho leaked their communications, I guess.

[00:23:39] The Sharpe people had asked for 0.75% of the token supply in exchange for promotion.

[00:23:47] Now, Wizard of Shoho said no.

[00:23:50] No, no.

[00:23:51] You're getting it wrong.

[00:23:53] Oh, I'm sorry.

[00:23:54] He asked them for 0.75%.

[00:23:57] It's 0.75% of total market or total supply.

[00:24:03] That is a considerable amount.

[00:24:05] Yeah, you're right.

[00:24:06] Like a person, in most tokens, if someone owns more than half a percent of the supply,

[00:24:13] has the ability to wreck a chart.

[00:24:15] Okay.

[00:24:17] So that is way too much to give to one person.

[00:24:21] That is way too much influence on the viability of the project as far as the chart,

[00:24:29] the Japanese candles are concerned.

[00:24:31] Yeah.

[00:24:32] Sorry.

[00:24:32] Every once in a while, reading one of these, I get the two parties flip-flopped.

[00:24:36] I'm still learning.

[00:24:37] You know?

[00:24:38] You're still learning how to read.

[00:24:39] It's okay.

[00:24:39] You're what?

[00:24:40] 40?

[00:24:40] 49?

[00:24:41] Still learning how to read?

[00:24:42] 43.

[00:24:43] Thank you very much, you asshole.

[00:24:45] Hey, here's your fun dip.

[00:24:47] Yeah.

[00:24:48] Uh-huh.

[00:24:49] All right.

[00:24:49] Well, that depressing thought aside.

[00:24:53] Yeah.

[00:24:54] It's time to open up a cold can and read something really depressing.

[00:24:59] It really is.

[00:24:59] So those of you who are listening to the show on a regular basis may remember last week

[00:25:04] we featured the Final Fantasy VII house.

[00:25:07] And we said, oh, you know, there's more stuff.

[00:25:08] We should go into it on a future episode.

[00:25:11] Well, this is that episode.

[00:25:12] We're in the future now.

[00:25:13] This is happening.

[00:25:14] When you're listening to this,

[00:25:16] MAGA stormtroopers may have destroyed the capital

[00:25:19] and certain parts of Baton Rouge

[00:25:22] and a siege to figure out what happened to the Taco Bell dog.

[00:25:28] Or...

[00:25:29] I know they got him in there.

[00:25:30] I know they got him.

[00:25:31] They're hiding him underneath the Vatican.

[00:25:32] Where's his green card?

[00:25:35] Son of a bitch was lying.

[00:25:36] Yo, Kero, green cards, you son of a bitch.

[00:25:39] That said, you may recall the Final Fantasy VII house had a lot of moving parts.

[00:25:44] And I think that this article from the good folks...

[00:25:49] Well, good folks.

[00:25:50] The people at Vice.

[00:25:52] The people that exist, that used to have jobs.

[00:25:56] Asher Elbin.

[00:25:58] Elbine?

[00:25:58] Elbin?

[00:26:00] Asher, let us know how you actually say it.

[00:26:02] Back in June of 2015, wrote this.

[00:26:06] The headline,

[00:26:07] When fandom goes wrong,

[00:26:09] the dark tale of the Final Fantasy VII house.

[00:26:12] Astute listeners may realize that in the opening of this article

[00:26:16] is kind of an abbreviation of what we read last week.

[00:26:19] So, here we go.

[00:26:20] It wasn't the hunger that finally drove Sid

[00:26:22] to leave the Final Fantasy VII house.

[00:26:23] It wasn't the way the others took advantage of him.

[00:26:26] A 19-year-old trans kid with a love of art,

[00:26:28] a drinking problem.

[00:26:30] It wasn't even the abuse.

[00:26:31] Or the ears listening in whenever he tried to communicate

[00:26:34] with the outside world.

[00:26:35] No, what really did it was the theft of his shoes.

[00:26:38] The rainstorm that lashed State College Pennsylvania

[00:26:41] the day before had been so intense

[00:26:44] that the little supermarket where Sid worked

[00:26:46] lost power and sent him home.

[00:26:48] He walked the whole way back in the rain

[00:26:50] without an umbrella or an overcoat.

[00:26:52] When he arrived at the second-story apartment

[00:26:54] he shared with his two roommates,

[00:26:55] he was soaked and shivering.

[00:26:57] He left his shoes outside to dry

[00:26:59] and went inside to the glitter-covered surfaces,

[00:27:02] the rank odor of the neglected trash,

[00:27:05] the shouting and emotional abuse.

[00:27:07] The next morning, the shoes were gone.

[00:27:10] So Sid walked out.

[00:27:12] It was August 2002,

[00:27:13] and the summer sun beating down on the blacktop

[00:27:16] burned his feet.

[00:27:17] He'd taken a change of clothes,

[00:27:19] a pocket knife,

[00:27:20] a sketchbook,

[00:27:21] a pencil,

[00:27:21] and all the money he had left.

[00:27:23] Five dollars.

[00:27:24] I was homeless for a few days,

[00:27:26] he recalled on the website,

[00:27:28] the public warning website

[00:27:29] we referred to last week.

[00:27:31] I had the freedom to walk where I wanted,

[00:27:32] to sit down where I wanted.

[00:27:33] There were no smells.

[00:27:34] There was no fighting.

[00:27:36] I wasn't sick on the food I ate.

[00:27:37] No one was waking me up

[00:27:38] to tell me to go outside

[00:27:39] and look at fairy rings.

[00:27:41] I swear to you,

[00:27:42] I would much rather be homeless

[00:27:44] than live with people like them

[00:27:45] ever again.

[00:27:47] The threat of homelessness

[00:27:48] does not faze me

[00:27:49] because I have seen something much worse.

[00:27:52] The internet is full of strange stories.

[00:27:56] Urban legends, paranoid fantasies,

[00:27:58] the accumulated folklore of a billion minds

[00:28:00] endlessly remixing in the digital ether,

[00:28:03] but there are few tales stranger

[00:28:05] than the case of the Final Fantasy VII house.

[00:28:08] The houses,

[00:28:09] there were several in succession,

[00:28:11] were the homes of a real-world role-playing cult

[00:28:14] run by a woman whose fantasies

[00:28:16] left lives in tatters.

[00:28:17] It shows that even as accumulating friends online

[00:28:21] and translating those online friendships

[00:28:23] to real ones becomes more and more widespread,

[00:28:25] we still can't be totally sure

[00:28:28] of the person behind the monitor

[00:28:29] until we meet them.

[00:28:31] These online relationships can be important,

[00:28:33] especially to unhappy young people

[00:28:35] who feel out of place

[00:28:36] in their IRL surroundings,

[00:28:38] but they can still spiral out of control.

[00:28:41] So there was just,

[00:28:43] there's so much in this story.

[00:28:47] Because again,

[00:28:48] we read the stories last week

[00:28:49] of just one person.

[00:28:52] Yeah.

[00:28:52] And that was the bulk of the episode,

[00:28:54] was this one person's experience.

[00:28:56] One of the people quoted in this article

[00:28:58] is Joseph Laycock,

[00:28:59] which,

[00:28:59] fucking phenomenal name by the way,

[00:29:02] professor of religious studies

[00:29:03] at Texas State University,

[00:29:04] referring to the people in the house,

[00:29:07] soul bonders, etc.,

[00:29:08] as other kin.

[00:29:10] They think of themselves

[00:29:11] as reincarnations of characters.

[00:29:14] Yeah.

[00:29:14] Other kin,

[00:29:15] you know,

[00:29:15] people claim to be animals,

[00:29:18] spirits,

[00:29:20] famous historical figures,

[00:29:22] what have you,

[00:29:23] fictional characters,

[00:29:24] much like these people.

[00:29:25] Laycock says

[00:29:26] that other kin status

[00:29:28] often functions

[00:29:29] as something closer

[00:29:30] to a personal identity.

[00:29:33] And despite the general scorn

[00:29:35] that the internet holds for them,

[00:29:36] it's important to understand

[00:29:38] that the people claiming the identity

[00:29:40] aren't necessarily crazy.

[00:29:42] Quote,

[00:29:43] not everyone who takes part

[00:29:44] in this community is damaged

[00:29:46] or looking to take advantage

[00:29:48] of damaged people,

[00:29:49] he said,

[00:29:49] but it does draw people

[00:29:52] who are very alienated

[00:29:54] and alienated people

[00:29:55] are very vulnerable.

[00:29:58] A little background

[00:29:59] on the author

[00:30:00] of the original post.

[00:30:01] You know,

[00:30:01] they had a rough upbringing

[00:30:03] before they entered

[00:30:03] Oliver University in 2001.

[00:30:05] Didn't get along

[00:30:06] with their family,

[00:30:07] beginning to grapple

[00:30:08] with gender identity,

[00:30:10] freely admits

[00:30:11] to drinking too much

[00:30:12] during the freshman year,

[00:30:13] which,

[00:30:14] freshman year,

[00:30:14] that's kind of a thing you do.

[00:30:16] But college exposed

[00:30:17] him to video games,

[00:30:18] particularly Final Fantasy VII,

[00:30:20] and he started participating

[00:30:21] in the online fan community,

[00:30:23] building the website

[00:30:24] that attracted

[00:30:25] Jen or Joanna's attention.

[00:30:27] They're referred to

[00:30:28] by many different names here

[00:30:29] because they have

[00:30:30] referred to themselves

[00:30:31] by many different names.

[00:30:33] Jen has gone by Joanna,

[00:30:34] and, you know,

[00:30:36] Jenova,

[00:30:37] and all that stuff.

[00:30:39] So the website

[00:30:39] got the attention

[00:30:41] of Joanna,

[00:30:42] Jen.

[00:30:43] So the bit reference

[00:30:45] in a Cid

[00:30:46] slash Demon Sushi story

[00:30:48] that we talked about

[00:30:49] last week

[00:30:49] about the soundproof room,

[00:30:51] that was actually

[00:30:51] the practice room

[00:30:52] in the Penn State

[00:30:54] music building.

[00:30:55] That was the way

[00:30:56] they were going to

[00:30:57] make them remember

[00:30:58] being Zack

[00:30:59] from Final Fantasy VII.

[00:31:00] But of course,

[00:31:01] it just kept going.

[00:31:02] If you remember

[00:31:03] the bit in the story

[00:31:04] where I made him

[00:31:06] continue working

[00:31:07] this shitty job

[00:31:08] at the grocery store

[00:31:09] and all that.

[00:31:10] So once Cid

[00:31:11] slash Demon Sushi,

[00:31:13] once their story

[00:31:14] was kind of wrapped

[00:31:16] by what we read

[00:31:16] last week,

[00:31:17] that was when

[00:31:18] the website went up.

[00:31:19] 2006,

[00:31:20] they launched the site

[00:31:21] a full, you know,

[00:31:22] four years after

[00:31:23] it actually happened.

[00:31:24] The article continues,

[00:31:25] Cid's website

[00:31:26] warning others

[00:31:27] of the house

[00:31:27] launched in 2006.

[00:31:29] He'd been telling

[00:31:30] anyone who would listen

[00:31:31] that Joanna,

[00:31:31] again,

[00:31:32] Jen,

[00:31:33] Jenova,

[00:31:33] was trouble,

[00:31:34] he said,

[00:31:35] but hadn't been

[00:31:36] having much luck.

[00:31:37] Quote,

[00:31:38] I realized the only way

[00:31:39] anyone would take

[00:31:40] these warnings

[00:31:40] about nice,

[00:31:41] kind,

[00:31:41] popular Jen,

[00:31:43] Joanna,

[00:31:43] Jenova,

[00:31:44] seriously would be

[00:31:45] if I collected

[00:31:46] first-hand accounts

[00:31:47] of her abuse,

[00:31:49] including lists

[00:31:50] of her alternate blogs

[00:31:51] and AIM accounts.

[00:31:53] The website initially

[00:31:54] only had a few stories

[00:31:55] posted,

[00:31:55] including a slightly

[00:31:56] rewritten account

[00:31:57] of Cid's experience

[00:31:58] that he'd originally

[00:31:59] posted to LiveJournal.

[00:32:01] But a week after

[00:32:02] the site went live,

[00:32:03] Cid said,

[00:32:03] he found himself

[00:32:04] bombarded with emails

[00:32:06] from other people

[00:32:07] who'd encountered

[00:32:08] Joanna and the

[00:32:10] Final Fantasy VII house.

[00:32:12] Both Cid's initial

[00:32:13] entry and the 2006

[00:32:15] website attracted

[00:32:16] plenty of curious

[00:32:17] attention,

[00:32:18] both in the Final Fantasy

[00:32:19] fandom and other

[00:32:20] corners of the internet.

[00:32:21] That attention grew

[00:32:22] as people from

[00:32:23] outside the

[00:32:24] relatively insular

[00:32:25] fandom picked up

[00:32:25] the story,

[00:32:26] spreading it

[00:32:26] elsewhere online,

[00:32:27] and that link,

[00:32:28] I believe,

[00:32:29] is Reddit.

[00:32:30] Yep.

[00:32:32] Of course,

[00:32:33] of course.

[00:32:34] Yeah,

[00:32:34] Escapist Magazine

[00:32:35] did an article

[00:32:36] in the video games

[00:32:37] issue.

[00:32:38] Of course,

[00:32:39] it's 404-ing now

[00:32:40] because they got

[00:32:41] bought,

[00:32:41] but it did

[00:32:42] become a game

[00:32:44] for some people

[00:32:45] to find and

[00:32:46] dox Jen

[00:32:47] and all these people.

[00:32:48] That's how we

[00:32:49] found her name

[00:32:51] that we mentioned

[00:32:52] in the previous

[00:32:52] episode,

[00:32:53] digging through

[00:32:53] blogs,

[00:32:54] looking through

[00:32:54] live journals,

[00:32:55] trying to find

[00:32:56] them.

[00:32:56] The interesting

[00:32:58] part to me

[00:32:58] is that,

[00:32:59] again,

[00:33:00] this article

[00:33:00] continues,

[00:33:01] Joanna and

[00:33:02] her supporters

[00:33:04] fought back,

[00:33:05] deleting as much

[00:33:06] of their old

[00:33:06] material as

[00:33:07] possible,

[00:33:08] sparking flame

[00:33:09] wars where

[00:33:10] they raged

[00:33:11] against Sid

[00:33:11] and his

[00:33:11] website.

[00:33:12] They called

[00:33:12] him a liar,

[00:33:13] accused him

[00:33:14] of being insane

[00:33:15] or addicted

[00:33:16] to drugs.

[00:33:17] The fights

[00:33:17] egged on by

[00:33:18] trolls and

[00:33:19] rubberneckers

[00:33:19] reached more

[00:33:21] absurd heights

[00:33:21] with the 2000

[00:33:22] publication of

[00:33:23] a now-deleted

[00:33:24] live journal

[00:33:25] thread that

[00:33:26] detailed a

[00:33:26] similar situation

[00:33:27] to the Final

[00:33:28] Fantasy VII

[00:33:28] house centered

[00:33:29] around a

[00:33:30] nightmarish

[00:33:31] roommate who

[00:33:31] made money

[00:33:32] out of conning

[00:33:33] other kin out

[00:33:34] of money for

[00:33:34] her religion.

[00:33:36] He posts,

[00:33:37] all supposedly

[00:33:38] authored by

[00:33:38] different people

[00:33:39] in the house,

[00:33:40] read in a

[00:33:40] suspiciously

[00:33:41] similar style,

[00:33:42] and I'm

[00:33:43] uncomfortable

[00:33:43] vouching for

[00:33:44] their authenticity.

[00:33:45] But the

[00:33:46] members of the

[00:33:46] online forum

[00:33:47] something awful

[00:33:48] ran with it.

[00:33:49] Of course,

[00:33:49] of course.

[00:33:50] Preserving the

[00:33:51] journal entries

[00:33:51] and launching a

[00:33:52] long-running

[00:33:53] attempt to dig

[00:33:54] up the identity

[00:33:54] of the woman

[00:33:55] allegedly

[00:33:55] described,

[00:33:56] commenters on

[00:33:57] the thread

[00:33:57] eventually claimed

[00:33:58] to have discovered

[00:33:58] that the antagonist

[00:33:59] of the story

[00:34:00] was one of the

[00:34:01] FF7 house members,

[00:34:03] which drew even

[00:34:04] more attention to

[00:34:05] sight.

[00:34:06] In face of all

[00:34:07] this turmoil,

[00:34:09] Joanna and Rachel

[00:34:09] went to ground.

[00:34:11] The author of this

[00:34:12] piece in 2015 was

[00:34:13] unable to get in

[00:34:13] contact with either

[00:34:14] person for the

[00:34:15] story.

[00:34:15] Repeated public

[00:34:16] record searches

[00:34:17] turned up nothing

[00:34:18] under their names,

[00:34:19] but defunct addresses

[00:34:20] in Pennsylvania,

[00:34:22] Arizona,

[00:34:22] and California

[00:34:23] and some

[00:34:24] disconnected phone

[00:34:25] numbers.

[00:34:25] All the email

[00:34:26] addresses listed

[00:34:27] in their live

[00:34:27] journals are dead.

[00:34:28] So it feels

[00:34:29] like,

[00:34:30] ooh,

[00:34:30] okay.

[00:34:31] Ooh,

[00:34:31] this is mysterious.

[00:34:32] I know.

[00:34:33] And so it looks

[00:34:34] like after

[00:34:36] Sid's website,

[00:34:37] according to

[00:34:38] other folks

[00:34:39] associated with

[00:34:40] this,

[00:34:40] that the house

[00:34:41] moved again in

[00:34:41] 2003 to an

[00:34:43] actual house in

[00:34:44] Bellefount,

[00:34:45] Pennsylvania.

[00:34:45] That was the

[00:34:46] woman Patricia

[00:34:47] and Angel.

[00:34:49] Patricia,

[00:34:49] whose testimony

[00:34:50] we read last

[00:34:51] week,

[00:34:52] became a stripper

[00:34:55] to raise more

[00:34:56] money for the

[00:34:57] group.

[00:34:58] And thankfully

[00:34:58] Patricia was able

[00:34:59] to lift herself

[00:35:01] up and kind of

[00:35:02] come to terms

[00:35:03] with the fact

[00:35:03] that,

[00:35:03] yeah,

[00:35:04] I actually like

[00:35:04] stripping,

[00:35:05] but it's weird

[00:35:05] to push someone

[00:35:06] into sex work.

[00:35:08] Yes.

[00:35:08] Obviously it didn't

[00:35:09] work out that

[00:35:10] badly for her in

[00:35:12] this particular

[00:35:12] instance,

[00:35:13] but I have heard

[00:35:14] tale of it going

[00:35:15] very wrong for

[00:35:16] many people involved.

[00:35:17] So it looks like

[00:35:18] she relocated to

[00:35:19] Arizona.

[00:35:19] One of the other

[00:35:20] people referenced

[00:35:21] in this piece

[00:35:22] calling them out

[00:35:23] of the blue

[00:35:24] from California.

[00:35:25] So they describe

[00:35:26] it as such.

[00:35:27] The Final Fantasy

[00:35:28] 7 house at his

[00:35:29] root was a place

[00:35:29] ostensibly built

[00:35:30] around a common

[00:35:31] dream,

[00:35:31] a community for

[00:35:32] people who loved

[00:35:32] the same thing,

[00:35:34] who understood

[00:35:35] and supported

[00:35:36] each other no

[00:35:36] matter what.

[00:35:37] For all the pain

[00:35:38] Joanna inflicted

[00:35:39] on people,

[00:35:40] it is important

[00:35:41] to recall that

[00:35:42] she herself may

[00:35:42] have suffered

[00:35:43] from mental

[00:35:43] illness,

[00:35:44] which may have

[00:35:45] been exacerbated

[00:35:46] by abuse

[00:35:46] suffered at

[00:35:47] Cross Creek,

[00:35:48] which is a

[00:35:49] mental facility.

[00:35:50] It's no wonder

[00:35:50] her attempts to

[00:35:51] create a place

[00:35:51] of like-minded

[00:35:52] people so quickly

[00:35:53] curdled.

[00:35:54] Sid, again,

[00:35:55] demon sushi,

[00:35:56] estimates that

[00:35:56] about 20 people

[00:35:57] were sucked

[00:35:58] into Joanna's

[00:35:59] real world orbit

[00:36:00] and many more

[00:36:01] online.

[00:36:02] Here's a quote

[00:36:02] from Sid.

[00:36:03] Joe was very good

[00:36:04] at selecting people

[00:36:05] who could be

[00:36:06] manipulated and

[00:36:07] forced to being

[00:36:08] victims.

[00:36:09] She recruited the

[00:36:10] disaffected,

[00:36:11] he went on,

[00:36:12] those with bad

[00:36:12] home lives or

[00:36:13] issues with gender

[00:36:14] and sexuality,

[00:36:15] the kinds of people

[00:36:16] looking for

[00:36:17] fellowship online

[00:36:18] who saw an offer

[00:36:19] of a place where

[00:36:20] they could be

[00:36:20] themselves and

[00:36:21] jumped at it.

[00:36:22] People a little

[00:36:23] bit like Joanna

[00:36:24] herself.

[00:36:25] By the time you

[00:36:26] realized you were

[00:36:27] screwed, Sid said,

[00:36:28] you had no one

[00:36:29] you trusted to bail

[00:36:31] you out.

[00:36:32] What?

[00:36:32] Just like a

[00:36:33] terrifying story.

[00:36:35] Oh, absolutely.

[00:36:36] A narrative.

[00:36:37] And they're like,

[00:36:38] this shit really

[00:36:39] fucking happened.

[00:36:40] Right.

[00:36:40] I knew people

[00:36:41] went through

[00:36:41] similar stuff,

[00:36:42] not nearly this

[00:36:42] severe, but

[00:36:44] punk houses can

[00:36:45] sometimes have a

[00:36:46] similar vibe.

[00:36:47] Oh, yeah.

[00:36:48] Oh, you would hear

[00:36:48] horror stories all

[00:36:49] the time about

[00:36:50] these flop houses

[00:36:51] with dirty and

[00:36:53] guys with nicknames

[00:36:54] like Wet Wipe

[00:36:57] and Muscle Joe.

[00:37:01] So on the

[00:37:02] Demon Sushi

[00:37:02] website, there is

[00:37:03] the frequently

[00:37:04] asked questions.

[00:37:05] I found this

[00:37:05] illuminating.

[00:37:06] People send in

[00:37:07] letters asking the

[00:37:07] same questions

[00:37:08] over and over.

[00:37:08] Here's my answers.

[00:37:10] Question.

[00:37:10] Can I use this

[00:37:11] story to write a

[00:37:12] novel slash

[00:37:13] screenplay?

[00:37:13] Answer.

[00:37:14] Yeah, sure.

[00:37:15] Go for it.

[00:37:15] I don't care.

[00:37:16] I just survived

[00:37:17] it.

[00:37:18] Question.

[00:37:18] Can I email you

[00:37:19] for details on

[00:37:20] living with Jen

[00:37:21] that might not

[00:37:21] be covered here?

[00:37:22] Answer.

[00:37:22] I don't like

[00:37:22] talking about it.

[00:37:24] It happened in

[00:37:24] 2002.

[00:37:25] That was a long

[00:37:26] time ago.

[00:37:26] A lot has

[00:37:27] happened since

[00:37:27] then.

[00:37:28] And a lot,

[00:37:29] like the name

[00:37:30] of Jen's 10

[00:37:31] zillion soul

[00:37:31] bonds, has

[00:37:32] become blurry

[00:37:33] plus, you

[00:37:34] know, PTSD.

[00:37:35] Question.

[00:37:35] Do you have

[00:37:35] Jen's contact

[00:37:36] info?

[00:37:37] Answer.

[00:37:37] I do not

[00:37:38] have it anymore.

[00:37:39] Question.

[00:37:40] God, you were

[00:37:41] so fucking

[00:37:42] stupid.

[00:37:43] Answer.

[00:37:43] Trust me.

[00:37:44] I know.

[00:37:47] The most

[00:37:48] important question

[00:37:48] though is this

[00:37:49] one.

[00:37:50] Question.

[00:37:51] Is this

[00:37:51] constantly hanging

[00:37:52] over your life

[00:37:53] slash you were

[00:37:54] never able to

[00:37:55] get past it?

[00:37:56] Answer.

[00:37:56] Answer.

[00:37:56] Not really a

[00:37:57] question, but

[00:37:58] most emails have

[00:37:59] this sort of

[00:37:59] feel of them.

[00:38:00] Most everyone

[00:38:01] who got the

[00:38:01] hell away from

[00:38:02] Jen got the

[00:38:02] hell on with

[00:38:03] their lives,

[00:38:04] myself included.

[00:38:05] I graduated

[00:38:06] college.

[00:38:06] I studied abroad

[00:38:07] in Japan.

[00:38:08] I taught in

[00:38:09] elementary schools

[00:38:10] in Japan.

[00:38:10] I continued

[00:38:11] with my life.

[00:38:12] I have PTSD

[00:38:13] from it, but

[00:38:15] I'm taking

[00:38:15] medication for

[00:38:16] it and moving

[00:38:17] past it.

[00:38:18] I applaud

[00:38:18] them for

[00:38:19] getting through

[00:38:20] this situation

[00:38:20] because it is

[00:38:21] fucked up.

[00:38:22] So there are

[00:38:23] other people

[00:38:23] who, after

[00:38:25] Sid left the

[00:38:25] house, shared

[00:38:26] their stories on

[00:38:27] this website

[00:38:28] eventually.

[00:38:28] So this was

[00:38:29] here some

[00:38:30] letters they

[00:38:31] got in

[00:38:31] October of

[00:38:32] 2006 from

[00:38:33] a person

[00:38:34] named Kat.

[00:38:35] Do you

[00:38:36] want to read

[00:38:37] some of these?

[00:38:37] Sure.

[00:38:38] Okay.

[00:38:38] Hello, my

[00:38:39] name is Kat

[00:38:40] and I

[00:38:40] actually emailed

[00:38:41] you once

[00:38:41] before a long

[00:38:42] while back,

[00:38:43] sometime not

[00:38:44] too long after

[00:38:45] I left Jen's

[00:38:46] group by

[00:38:46] choice,

[00:38:47] complete meltdown.

[00:38:49] I haven't

[00:38:50] really had the

[00:38:51] guts, though,

[00:38:52] to write

[00:38:52] anything until

[00:38:53] now, a day

[00:38:54] after my two

[00:38:54] year anniversary

[00:38:55] of having a

[00:38:56] complete mental

[00:38:56] breakdown and

[00:38:57] leaving.

[00:38:58] And actually,

[00:38:59] it was reading

[00:39:00] Mela's account

[00:39:01] of what went

[00:39:02] on and

[00:39:02] remembering parts

[00:39:03] of it too

[00:39:04] that gave me

[00:39:05] courage.

[00:39:06] I, in fact,

[00:39:07] remember Mela

[00:39:08] really well and

[00:39:09] thought I was

[00:39:09] angry before because

[00:39:10] she was part of

[00:39:11] the group that

[00:39:12] hurt me.

[00:39:13] I find myself

[00:39:14] with no anger

[00:39:15] for her now.

[00:39:16] I actually

[00:39:17] back a lot of

[00:39:18] what she says

[00:39:19] is true and

[00:39:20] I kind of

[00:39:21] emphasize with

[00:39:22] her as well.

[00:39:23] I'm glad she's

[00:39:25] out now too.

[00:39:25] So in 2005,

[00:39:27] on the website

[00:39:28] is Mela's

[00:39:29] story.

[00:39:30] The website's

[00:39:31] author writes,

[00:39:32] the following is

[00:39:33] a series of

[00:39:33] emails I

[00:39:34] exchanged with

[00:39:35] Mela,

[00:39:36] who lived with

[00:39:36] them, them being

[00:39:37] the Final Fantasy

[00:39:38] 7 house people.

[00:39:39] She eventually

[00:39:40] kicked them out

[00:39:41] of their house,

[00:39:41] but her story

[00:39:42] blows mine out

[00:39:43] of the water.

[00:39:44] 11-15-05,

[00:39:46] hi, I'm the

[00:39:48] chick from

[00:39:48] California that

[00:39:49] shows up from

[00:39:49] time to time

[00:39:50] on your site.

[00:39:52] And I figured

[00:39:53] we should talk a

[00:39:54] bit, as I'm

[00:39:55] pretty fed up

[00:39:55] with Jen myself,

[00:39:57] and kicked her

[00:39:58] out of my house

[00:39:58] a couple of

[00:39:59] months ago.

[00:40:00] 11-16-05,

[00:40:02] I met Jen at

[00:40:02] boarding school

[00:40:03] in Utah.

[00:40:04] We got along

[00:40:04] pretty good

[00:40:05] because Jen was

[00:40:06] known as that

[00:40:07] crazy girl that

[00:40:08] thinks she's a

[00:40:08] vampire, and I

[00:40:09] was that crazy

[00:40:10] girl that thinks

[00:40:11] she's a space

[00:40:12] alien.

[00:40:12] I wanted to

[00:40:13] meet up with

[00:40:14] her after the

[00:40:14] program, and I

[00:40:15] kept looking around

[00:40:16] on the internet

[00:40:16] until I came across

[00:40:17] this list of

[00:40:18] information on

[00:40:19] Jen that started

[00:40:19] with, you don't

[00:40:20] like Integra.

[00:40:22] Integra's Asian.

[00:40:23] There was a

[00:40:24] whole lot of

[00:40:25] stuff about

[00:40:26] Jen, and from

[00:40:26] what I saw, I

[00:40:27] could identify

[00:40:28] this as being a

[00:40:29] Jen I knew

[00:40:29] from Utah.

[00:40:30] So I contacted

[00:40:31] the person that

[00:40:32] wrote that

[00:40:32] description, and

[00:40:33] she directed me

[00:40:33] to Renee.

[00:40:34] And from Renee

[00:40:35] to Jen, Jen

[00:40:36] said she had

[00:40:37] been looking

[00:40:37] everywhere for

[00:40:38] me, which I

[00:40:39] had found

[00:40:40] highly unlikely.

[00:40:41] As I was

[00:40:41] online at

[00:40:42] classmates.com,

[00:40:43] and all she

[00:40:43] would have had

[00:40:44] to do was pay

[00:40:45] like 15 bucks

[00:40:46] to subscribe, and

[00:40:47] Jen would have

[00:40:47] unlimited access

[00:40:48] to my contact

[00:40:49] info.

[00:40:50] I should have

[00:40:51] known about their

[00:40:51] financial state when

[00:40:52] I found out that

[00:40:53] in no time over

[00:40:55] the course of two

[00:40:56] years did Jen have

[00:40:56] enough money to

[00:40:57] subscribe to the

[00:40:58] surface.

[00:40:59] I guess she didn't

[00:41:00] really care that much

[00:41:00] about finding me,

[00:41:02] although when we

[00:41:03] talked, she made a

[00:41:04] big deal about how

[00:41:04] she had looked for

[00:41:06] me.

[00:41:06] I came out to visit

[00:41:07] for two weeks after

[00:41:08] a short vacation with

[00:41:09] my parents, as it

[00:41:10] meant that my airfare

[00:41:11] was much cheaper that

[00:41:12] way.

[00:41:13] Things went very

[00:41:14] peachy for that

[00:41:15] time period, except

[00:41:16] for a couple of

[00:41:16] bad signs I wish I

[00:41:17] would have noticed.

[00:41:18] Angel was extremely

[00:41:19] jealous of me, and

[00:41:21] constantly paranoid that

[00:41:22] I would take Jen away

[00:41:23] from her.

[00:41:24] This is not an

[00:41:25] irrational fear, as

[00:41:26] Angel did take Jen

[00:41:27] away from Renee.

[00:41:28] I wasn't sexually

[00:41:29] interested in Jen,

[00:41:30] Angel, or Renee.

[00:41:32] All of them were much

[00:41:33] heavier than I was

[00:41:33] attracted to.

[00:41:35] Jen was constantly

[00:41:35] bragging about how

[00:41:36] they were all losing

[00:41:37] weight.

[00:41:37] I saw no noticeable

[00:41:38] weight loss the whole

[00:41:39] entire time I knew

[00:41:40] them, but Jen was

[00:41:40] consistently pestering me

[00:41:42] to tell her about how

[00:41:43] skinny she was.

[00:41:45] At 200 pounds, no

[00:41:46] one is skinny.

[00:41:48] Or how good she was

[00:41:51] at DDR, or how she

[00:41:52] was working out all

[00:41:53] the time.

[00:41:55] Jen managed to

[00:41:55] weasel over $2,000

[00:41:56] out of me over the

[00:41:57] course of the two

[00:41:58] weeks I stayed.

[00:41:59] I didn't realize how

[00:42:00] much it was adding up

[00:42:01] until I got the credit

[00:42:02] card bill next month.

[00:42:03] All of our spending

[00:42:04] seemed completely

[00:42:05] rational.

[00:42:06] I noticed something

[00:42:07] while I stayed there,

[00:42:08] that Jen didn't own

[00:42:09] a single pair of

[00:42:10] scissors or a

[00:42:11] microwave or a

[00:42:11] toaster or any of

[00:42:12] those other normal

[00:42:13] things.

[00:42:14] But she did have a

[00:42:15] horribly extensive doll

[00:42:16] and crystal collection

[00:42:17] along with lots of

[00:42:18] expensive jewelry.

[00:42:20] Jen just had no idea

[00:42:21] how to spend money

[00:42:22] on things she needed

[00:42:23] and spend it on

[00:42:24] things she wanted.

[00:42:26] She called them

[00:42:27] sparklies or

[00:42:28] shinies.

[00:42:29] She also spent more

[00:42:31] money on food than

[00:42:31] any three people I

[00:42:32] know.

[00:42:33] She had to buy new

[00:42:34] groceries every day,

[00:42:35] fresh vegetables of

[00:42:36] fruit, meat, etc.

[00:42:37] The blood and frozen

[00:42:38] meat was somehow

[00:42:39] tainted and meals

[00:42:40] always revolved around

[00:42:41] what Jen wanted to

[00:42:42] eat.

[00:42:43] There was no

[00:42:43] planning ahead.

[00:42:44] Jen would cook

[00:42:45] whatever she pleased

[00:42:46] and started thinking

[00:42:46] about a meal around

[00:42:47] 10pm.

[00:42:49] Cooking would begin

[00:42:50] near midnight and

[00:42:50] dinner was served in

[00:42:51] the wee hours.

[00:42:52] This appealed to me

[00:42:53] at the time because

[00:42:54] I'm not a morning

[00:42:54] person that everyone

[00:42:55] else I knew ate on

[00:42:56] a day's schedule.

[00:42:58] It would get old.

[00:42:59] When my parents went

[00:43:00] crazy and stopped

[00:43:01] paying for school,

[00:43:02] I was ripe for the

[00:43:02] picking.

[00:43:03] Jen talked to me

[00:43:04] frantically about all

[00:43:05] the bad things that

[00:43:06] were going on and

[00:43:07] somehow managed to make

[00:43:11] I, and my money,

[00:43:13] should come live with

[00:43:14] her.

[00:43:14] I was frantic to get

[00:43:16] away from my parents,

[00:43:17] scared, and wanted

[00:43:19] desperately to live in

[00:43:20] a place where I was

[00:43:20] accepted.

[00:43:22] That place definitely

[00:43:23] was not with Jen,

[00:43:24] but I didn't know

[00:43:25] that then.

[00:43:26] So I packed all my

[00:43:27] belongings into a

[00:43:28] little red car and

[00:43:29] drove 4,000 miles

[00:43:30] cross country to live

[00:43:31] in Pennsylvania.

[00:43:32] Things went bad

[00:43:33] from the first day.

[00:43:34] By the time I had

[00:43:35] gotten there, I was

[00:43:36] scared, freaked out,

[00:43:37] and very tired,

[00:43:38] and Jen promised me

[00:43:39] a full week of

[00:43:40] interrupted time to

[00:43:41] calm down and relax.

[00:43:43] I arrived at 3 a.m.

[00:43:44] on the day I told

[00:43:45] them to find the

[00:43:46] house empty, and

[00:43:47] that knocking produced

[00:43:47] no results.

[00:43:48] I called the phone,

[00:43:49] which was busy, so I

[00:43:50] hunkered down in my

[00:43:51] car in sub-freezing

[00:43:52] temperatures and waited

[00:43:53] for someone to show

[00:43:54] up.

[00:43:55] After a couple hours,

[00:43:56] I left my car,

[00:43:57] knocked on the door

[00:43:57] again, and yelled

[00:43:58] through the mail slot

[00:43:59] trying to find them.

[00:44:00] Renee eventually

[00:44:01] came downstairs and

[00:44:02] let me in.

[00:44:02] They had locked the

[00:44:03] door after Jen and

[00:44:04] Engel left to spend

[00:44:05] the night driving

[00:44:05] around doing nothing,

[00:44:07] which I found out

[00:44:08] later would be one

[00:44:09] of their favorite

[00:44:09] pastimes.

[00:44:11] Engel's husband used

[00:44:12] to give her money

[00:44:12] to pay for her gas,

[00:44:13] but after they spent

[00:44:14] hundreds of dollars

[00:44:15] every month, he

[00:44:16] finally gave up on it.

[00:44:18] Engel's husband was

[00:44:19] treated much the same

[00:44:20] way as my parents.

[00:44:21] One day, Jen would

[00:44:22] be screaming about how

[00:44:23] she should cut off

[00:44:24] contact, and the next

[00:44:26] talking about asking

[00:44:27] him for more money.

[00:44:28] Everything with Jen

[00:44:29] was about money,

[00:44:30] magic, or some

[00:44:31] combination of money

[00:44:32] and magic.

[00:44:33] She bought everything

[00:44:34] for its magical

[00:44:35] property.

[00:44:36] Didn't you know

[00:44:37] everything purple

[00:44:38] was magical?

[00:44:39] 11-19-05.

[00:44:41] So, where was I?

[00:44:42] Oh yes, I had just

[00:44:43] moved in.

[00:44:44] Jen had promised

[00:44:45] that after I had

[00:44:46] been on the road

[00:44:47] for days on end,

[00:44:48] I would be allowed

[00:44:49] to stay alone in my

[00:44:50] room for a week

[00:44:51] and recuperate,

[00:44:52] but Jen's money

[00:44:53] senses were a-tingling,

[00:44:55] and she dragged me

[00:44:56] out to buy groceries

[00:44:57] and all sorts of stuff

[00:44:58] she didn't need

[00:44:59] starting the next day

[00:45:00] at 10 a.m.,

[00:45:01] never mind the fact

[00:45:02] that I arrived at

[00:45:03] 3 a.m.

[00:45:04] Shortly after I

[00:45:04] moved in,

[00:45:05] Angel's jealousy

[00:45:06] went from bad

[00:45:07] to terrible.

[00:45:08] She was constantly

[00:45:09] sulking around,

[00:45:10] giving me dirty

[00:45:11] looks, etc.

[00:45:13] Jen's solution

[00:45:13] to the jealousy

[00:45:14] issue was to set

[00:45:15] up a situation

[00:45:15] where it looked

[00:45:16] like Jen was

[00:45:17] cheating on Angel

[00:45:17] with me so Angel

[00:45:18] would realize,

[00:45:19] quote,

[00:45:20] it's not that bad.

[00:45:21] Not only did she

[00:45:23] come up with this

[00:45:23] horrible idea

[00:45:24] without telling me,

[00:45:25] but she kissed

[00:45:26] me in public

[00:45:27] randomly when

[00:45:28] Angel was driving

[00:45:29] up in the car,

[00:45:30] making it look like

[00:45:31] I had put the

[00:45:31] moves on Jen.

[00:45:33] Angel was really

[00:45:34] upset,

[00:45:34] and I think Angel

[00:45:35] would have gotten

[00:45:36] violent if it

[00:45:37] wasn't obvious

[00:45:37] that I was in

[00:45:38] as much shock

[00:45:39] as she was.

[00:45:40] This is a perfect

[00:45:41] example of how

[00:45:42] Jen starts drama.

[00:45:44] I moved in

[00:45:45] with $17,000

[00:45:46] in my bank account,

[00:45:48] and soon

[00:45:49] Jen had drained

[00:45:50] all of that

[00:45:50] on, quote,

[00:45:51] necessities,

[00:45:52] all, quote,

[00:45:53] for the house,

[00:45:54] many of which

[00:45:54] went into

[00:45:55] Jen's room

[00:45:56] and never came

[00:45:57] out.

[00:45:58] Soon,

[00:45:58] I received a

[00:45:59] check from

[00:46:00] the investment

[00:46:00] company for

[00:46:01] $80,000

[00:46:02] and Jen's

[00:46:03] spending began

[00:46:04] again in earnest.

[00:46:06] I tried to get

[00:46:07] her to stop

[00:46:07] spending money

[00:46:08] on frivolous

[00:46:08] things,

[00:46:09] but every time

[00:46:09] I said no

[00:46:10] or told her

[00:46:10] she should spend

[00:46:11] her own money

[00:46:12] buying things

[00:46:13] for herself,

[00:46:13] she threw

[00:46:14] a fit.

[00:46:15] All this time,

[00:46:16] she was telling

[00:46:17] me how important

[00:46:17] I was to her

[00:46:18] special plan

[00:46:19] and how the

[00:46:20] world needed

[00:46:20] us to stick

[00:46:21] together so

[00:46:22] we could conquer

[00:46:22] evil, etc.

[00:46:24] I wanted desperately

[00:46:25] to feel special.

[00:46:26] I was scared

[00:46:27] and alone,

[00:46:27] and I believed

[00:46:28] her.

[00:46:29] She knew a few

[00:46:30] magic tricks,

[00:46:31] was very good

[00:46:31] at reading people,

[00:46:32] and could give

[00:46:33] relatively accurate

[00:46:34] tarot readings.

[00:46:35] I fell for her

[00:46:37] lies,

[00:46:37] hook,

[00:46:38] line,

[00:46:38] and sinker.

[00:46:39] Finally,

[00:46:40] I found an idea

[00:46:41] as to how to

[00:46:41] occupy her time

[00:46:42] making money

[00:46:43] instead of

[00:46:44] spending it.

[00:46:44] I decided we

[00:46:45] should open

[00:46:46] a business,

[00:46:48] Esoterica

[00:46:48] Curiosities.

[00:46:49] Since I supplied

[00:46:51] all the capital,

[00:46:51] you'd think it would

[00:46:52] be in my name,

[00:46:53] but Angel

[00:46:53] mailed all the

[00:46:54] forms without

[00:46:55] telling me

[00:46:56] and put the

[00:46:57] business

[00:46:57] in Jen

[00:46:58] and Angel's

[00:46:58] names

[00:46:59] exclusively.

[00:47:00] We were going

[00:47:01] to open

[00:47:02] an occult shop

[00:47:03] in Belfont,

[00:47:03] as apparently

[00:47:04] there were none

[00:47:05] of these

[00:47:05] in the state

[00:47:06] college area,

[00:47:07] but Jen

[00:47:07] liked the idea

[00:47:08] of opening

[00:47:08] an occult shop

[00:47:09] much more

[00:47:10] than actually

[00:47:10] doing it.

[00:47:12] I think she

[00:47:13] wanted to

[00:47:13] collect all

[00:47:14] the occult

[00:47:14] stuff more

[00:47:15] than actually

[00:47:16] run the

[00:47:16] business.

[00:47:17] Jen has

[00:47:18] some pretty

[00:47:18] bizarre ideas

[00:47:19] about what

[00:47:19] she thinks

[00:47:20] she is,

[00:47:21] who she thinks

[00:47:22] her ancestors

[00:47:23] are,

[00:47:23] and what

[00:47:24] special powers

[00:47:25] she thinks

[00:47:26] she has.

[00:47:27] Jen is a

[00:47:28] vampire hunter,

[00:47:29] a term she

[00:47:30] made her own

[00:47:31] definition for,

[00:47:32] except when

[00:47:33] she's a vampire

[00:47:34] herself,

[00:47:35] and not just

[00:47:35] any vampire,

[00:47:36] but a master

[00:47:36] vampire.

[00:47:37] Oh, and she

[00:47:38] was going to be

[00:47:39] the new vampire

[00:47:39] slayer,

[00:47:40] except she got

[00:47:40] turned into a

[00:47:41] vampire instead.

[00:47:42] Oops.

[00:47:43] She's queen of the

[00:47:44] fairies,

[00:47:44] live in the

[00:47:44] backyard,

[00:47:45] in the local

[00:47:45] park.

[00:47:46] You'd think that

[00:47:47] being queen would

[00:47:47] take up all of

[00:47:48] her time,

[00:47:48] but it also

[00:47:48] seems she has

[00:47:49] the time to be

[00:47:50] the reincarnation

[00:47:51] of death.

[00:47:52] 11-1905,

[00:47:53] I think I'm

[00:47:53] going to be

[00:47:54] selling some

[00:47:54] of Jen's

[00:47:55] worthless stuff

[00:47:55] that she left

[00:47:56] here on eBay,

[00:47:57] along with a

[00:47:58] description of

[00:47:59] what happened

[00:47:59] to me.

[00:48:00] I'm hoping that

[00:48:01] people will

[00:48:01] feel sorry

[00:48:02] for me,

[00:48:03] and pay more

[00:48:03] than the item

[00:48:04] is worth.

[00:48:05] For instance,

[00:48:06] I have a

[00:48:06] writing crop

[00:48:07] that Jen broke

[00:48:08] across Angel's

[00:48:09] back,

[00:48:09] and then continued

[00:48:10] to whip her

[00:48:11] with,

[00:48:11] leaving huge

[00:48:12] bleeding gashes

[00:48:13] across her back.

[00:48:14] That might sell.

[00:48:17] 11-1905,

[00:48:18] I would love to

[00:48:19] have my experience

[00:48:20] posted on the

[00:48:20] site.

[00:48:21] Actually,

[00:48:21] I wouldn't mind

[00:48:21] having the name

[00:48:22] Mila posted as

[00:48:23] the author,

[00:48:24] as it isn't my

[00:48:25] real name,

[00:48:26] it's just the name

[00:48:26] everyone calls me,

[00:48:27] and if people want

[00:48:28] to bust my ass

[00:48:29] about it,

[00:48:29] they're going to

[00:48:30] bust my ass

[00:48:30] about it.

[00:48:31] I would also like

[00:48:32] to write something

[00:48:32] about what Jen

[00:48:33] and I experienced

[00:48:34] at boarding school,

[00:48:35] along with a note

[00:48:36] about my theories

[00:48:37] about the way

[00:48:37] Jen is the way

[00:48:39] she is.

[00:48:40] What Jen and I

[00:48:41] went through

[00:48:41] together was much

[00:48:42] worse than what

[00:48:43] I put up with

[00:48:43] from Jen,

[00:48:44] and people need

[00:48:45] to watch out for

[00:48:46] Angel as well,

[00:48:47] as Angel is much

[00:48:48] more violent than

[00:48:49] Jen, and as I

[00:48:50] continue the

[00:48:50] narrative, you will

[00:48:51] see she is

[00:48:52] definitely a loose

[00:48:54] cannon.

[00:48:55] 11-1905,

[00:48:56] Renee was living

[00:48:58] with nearly no

[00:48:59] contact with Jen

[00:48:59] except when Jen

[00:49:00] would cook or

[00:49:01] yell at her,

[00:49:02] which I never saw

[00:49:03] happen for Renee

[00:49:04] making too much

[00:49:05] noise by the way.

[00:49:05] In the entire two

[00:49:07] years I lived with

[00:49:07] them, I never saw

[00:49:08] Renee and Jen as

[00:49:09] a couple.

[00:49:10] They certainly

[00:49:10] never had sex.

[00:49:11] Jen always was

[00:49:12] with Angel, and

[00:49:13] Renee would

[00:49:13] occasionally have

[00:49:14] sex with Angel,

[00:49:15] but Jen always

[00:49:16] wanted everything

[00:49:17] on her terms.

[00:49:19] Not that Renee

[00:49:19] was completely

[00:49:20] innocent.

[00:49:21] I sincerely think

[00:49:22] Renee is more

[00:49:23] disturbed than Jen.

[00:49:24] She's just

[00:49:24] antisocial, so she

[00:49:26] isn't interested in

[00:49:26] manipulating people.

[00:49:27] Not that I'm

[00:49:29] mind disturbed.

[00:49:31] 11-1905,

[00:49:32] yeah, you should

[00:49:33] have seen how

[00:49:34] much Jen flipped out

[00:49:34] when she found the

[00:49:35] site.

[00:49:36] I was actually

[00:49:37] the one in the

[00:49:38] house who found

[00:49:39] it first, and I

[00:49:40] just started laughing

[00:49:40] because I didn't

[00:49:41] believe it.

[00:49:42] I was like,

[00:49:44] some people may

[00:49:45] have funny sight

[00:49:45] about how they

[00:49:46] don't like Jen.

[00:49:48] Jen was livid.

[00:49:50] 11-1905,

[00:49:51] I wouldn't mind

[00:49:52] if she harassed

[00:49:53] me, at least she

[00:49:54] would be talking

[00:49:54] to me, then I

[00:49:55] could harass her

[00:49:57] about all the

[00:49:58] stuff she stole

[00:49:58] from me.

[00:49:59] Here's an email

[00:50:00] I mailed

[00:50:01] yesterday.

[00:50:02] So, Mela did

[00:50:04] come up with a

[00:50:05] list of things

[00:50:06] that they want

[00:50:07] back from Jen's

[00:50:09] place.

[00:50:10] In order,

[00:50:11] number one,

[00:50:12] all the stuff I

[00:50:13] ordered from

[00:50:14] Franklin Mint.

[00:50:17] Unicorn crystal,

[00:50:19] ball holder,

[00:50:20] statues,

[00:50:20] dolls,

[00:50:21] hourglasses,

[00:50:22] Arwen's butterfly

[00:50:23] brooch,

[00:50:24] Galandriel's

[00:50:24] necklace,

[00:50:25] etc.

[00:50:25] Everything I

[00:50:26] ever bought

[00:50:27] from Franklin

[00:50:27] Mint.

[00:50:28] Number two,

[00:50:29] all the crystals,

[00:50:30] rocks, and gems

[00:50:31] I bought,

[00:50:31] quote,

[00:50:31] for the house,

[00:50:33] especially the

[00:50:34] large ones and

[00:50:35] the ones bought

[00:50:35] off eBay.

[00:50:36] This includes

[00:50:37] Saruman's sphere

[00:50:39] and the other

[00:50:40] amber sphere I

[00:50:40] bought with my

[00:50:41] money.

[00:50:42] Number three,

[00:50:43] all the stuff

[00:50:43] Jen and Anna

[00:50:44] absconded with

[00:50:45] from the kitchen.

[00:50:46] This includes

[00:50:46] the rolling pin.

[00:50:48] Number five,

[00:50:49] all the dolls I

[00:50:50] bought,

[00:50:50] quote,

[00:50:50] because everyone

[00:50:51] has a Drusilla

[00:50:53] that likes dolls.

[00:50:54] Also the doll

[00:50:55] that Freya

[00:50:56] gave Jen.

[00:50:57] This is me

[00:50:57] wanting.

[00:50:58] This is not her.

[00:50:59] Six,

[00:51:00] all the board

[00:51:01] games that

[00:51:01] were absconded

[00:51:02] with.

[00:51:03] This includes

[00:51:04] Monopoly,

[00:51:05] Lord of the Rings

[00:51:05] Monopoly,

[00:51:06] Lord of the Rings

[00:51:07] Risk,

[00:51:08] Jenga,

[00:51:08] Candyland,

[00:51:09] Shoots,

[00:51:09] and Ladders.

[00:51:10] Seven,

[00:51:11] I want payment

[00:51:11] from Anna to

[00:51:12] cover the repair

[00:51:13] of the door

[00:51:13] she broke.

[00:51:14] Eight,

[00:51:15] I want payment

[00:51:15] from all of you

[00:51:16] to cover the

[00:51:17] weeks of cleaning

[00:51:18] I had to do

[00:51:18] after you left.

[00:51:20] Number nine,

[00:51:21] I want rent

[00:51:21] payment from Jen

[00:51:22] and Anna at

[00:51:23] the rate they

[00:51:23] charged everyone

[00:51:24] else in the

[00:51:25] house for the

[00:51:25] time after Jen's

[00:51:26] grandmother died.

[00:51:28] Jen was paying

[00:51:29] nothing into

[00:51:29] the house.

[00:51:30] All her money

[00:51:31] went to pay

[00:51:32] Anna's car

[00:51:32] for several

[00:51:33] months at a

[00:51:33] rate of $800

[00:51:34] a month for

[00:51:36] two people.

[00:51:37] This has to be

[00:51:38] in excess of

[00:51:39] $10,000.

[00:51:40] Jen insisted

[00:51:41] that everyone

[00:51:41] else pay their

[00:51:42] back rent when

[00:51:43] they didn't pay

[00:51:44] it while they

[00:51:44] lived there.

[00:51:45] Jen is no

[00:51:45] different.

[00:51:46] Again,

[00:51:47] this is $800

[00:51:47] a month in

[00:51:49] 2004,

[00:51:50] 2005?

[00:51:52] Yeah,

[00:51:52] that's a lot

[00:51:53] of money.

[00:51:54] 10,

[00:51:55] I want all

[00:51:55] the Ashes

[00:51:56] I bought

[00:51:56] to sell

[00:51:57] on eBay

[00:51:57] in the

[00:51:58] condition

[00:51:58] in which

[00:51:58] I bought

[00:51:59] them.

[00:51:59] 11,

[00:51:59] I want all

[00:52:00] my fabric

[00:52:00] back.

[00:52:01] A large

[00:52:01] quantity of

[00:52:02] velvet is

[00:52:03] gone.

[00:52:03] Oh,

[00:52:04] the purple

[00:52:04] thing maybe

[00:52:04] got a...

[00:52:06] 12,

[00:52:07] I want my

[00:52:07] corsets back.

[00:52:08] They mysteriously

[00:52:10] disappeared after

[00:52:10] you left.

[00:52:11] 13,

[00:52:12] I want access

[00:52:12] to the storage

[00:52:13] unit.

[00:52:14] I want to go

[00:52:15] through everything

[00:52:15] with all of

[00:52:16] you present so

[00:52:16] we can sort

[00:52:17] out what belongs

[00:52:18] to who.

[00:52:18] 14,

[00:52:19] I want all

[00:52:19] the furniture

[00:52:20] I bought

[00:52:21] back.

[00:52:21] This includes

[00:52:22] the small

[00:52:23] writing desk

[00:52:24] I bought

[00:52:24] at the

[00:52:25] antique shop.

[00:52:28] In a letter

[00:52:28] from 11,

[00:52:29] 1905,

[00:52:30] Jen was always

[00:52:30] complaining that

[00:52:31] I went to the

[00:52:32] hospital too

[00:52:32] much.

[00:52:33] I guess more

[00:52:34] often than her

[00:52:35] equals too

[00:52:35] much because

[00:52:36] my parents

[00:52:37] would pay for

[00:52:37] me to go to

[00:52:38] the ER

[00:52:38] whenever I had

[00:52:39] a migraine

[00:52:40] and Jen

[00:52:40] avoided

[00:52:41] hospitals at

[00:52:42] all costs

[00:52:42] even when

[00:52:43] she was bitching

[00:52:44] and moaning

[00:52:44] and threatening

[00:52:45] to go to

[00:52:45] the ER

[00:52:46] because she

[00:52:46] was so

[00:52:47] faking

[00:52:48] being sick.

[00:52:49] Actually,

[00:52:50] it was kind

[00:52:50] of a funny

[00:52:51] story because

[00:52:52] Jen apparently

[00:52:52] has chronically

[00:52:53] reoccurring

[00:52:54] mono,

[00:52:56] a.k.a.

[00:52:58] stay in bed

[00:52:58] all day and

[00:52:59] feel sorry for

[00:52:59] my self-itis

[00:53:00] and Jen was

[00:53:01] not very sick

[00:53:02] with diarrhea

[00:53:03] and throwing

[00:53:04] up everything

[00:53:05] because she

[00:53:06] was so stressed

[00:53:06] about being

[00:53:07] sick and she

[00:53:08] kept threatening

[00:53:08] to go to the

[00:53:09] hospital ER

[00:53:10] hoping that

[00:53:10] everyone would

[00:53:11] realize how

[00:53:11] sick she was.

[00:53:12] I will agree

[00:53:13] she is sick

[00:53:14] in the head

[00:53:15] but this

[00:53:15] wasn't what

[00:53:16] she was talking

[00:53:16] about and feel

[00:53:17] sorry for her

[00:53:18] or do stuff

[00:53:19] for her or

[00:53:19] something.

[00:53:20] She keeps

[00:53:20] threatening to

[00:53:21] go to the

[00:53:21] ER and I

[00:53:21] kept telling

[00:53:22] her go.

[00:53:22] Go to the

[00:53:23] hospital and

[00:53:24] get some

[00:53:24] medicine and

[00:53:24] get better

[00:53:25] instead of

[00:53:25] griping about

[00:53:26] it to me.

[00:53:27] Everyone is

[00:53:28] telling her to

[00:53:28] go and she's

[00:53:29] whining about

[00:53:29] how expensive

[00:53:30] it will be

[00:53:30] and I'm

[00:53:30] like look

[00:53:31] you have

[00:53:32] no income

[00:53:32] you pay

[00:53:33] no taxes

[00:53:33] the hospital

[00:53:34] has this

[00:53:35] policy where

[00:53:35] they have

[00:53:36] to treat

[00:53:36] you and

[00:53:37] if you have

[00:53:37] no income

[00:53:37] they will

[00:53:38] do it for

[00:53:38] free.

[00:53:39] That's why

[00:53:39] people donate

[00:53:39] money to the

[00:53:40] hospitals and

[00:53:41] suddenly she

[00:53:41] gets this

[00:53:42] dumb look on

[00:53:43] her face like

[00:53:43] I'd ruined

[00:53:44] her plan and

[00:53:45] suddenly it

[00:53:46] dawned on

[00:53:46] me.

[00:53:47] I had

[00:53:47] ruined her

[00:53:47] plan.

[00:53:48] Her angle

[00:53:48] was this.

[00:53:49] She was

[00:53:50] sick.

[00:53:50] Very sick.

[00:53:51] But poor

[00:53:52] pitiful

[00:53:52] Jen was too

[00:53:53] poor to be

[00:53:54] able to afford

[00:53:54] a trip to

[00:53:55] the hospital

[00:53:55] and in order

[00:53:56] to save money

[00:53:57] so that everyone

[00:53:57] in the house

[00:53:58] could live and

[00:53:58] eat and

[00:53:59] contribute to

[00:53:59] her shining

[00:54:00] collection she

[00:54:01] would sacrifice

[00:54:02] her health.

[00:54:03] I realized

[00:54:04] this and I

[00:54:04] just looked at

[00:54:05] her like she

[00:54:05] was the dumbest

[00:54:06] person on the

[00:54:06] planet.

[00:54:07] But she is

[00:54:08] about money.

[00:54:08] Well the

[00:54:09] second dumbest.

[00:54:10] But that's

[00:54:10] its own story

[00:54:11] which I will

[00:54:11] only tell you

[00:54:12] if you're

[00:54:12] interested enough

[00:54:13] to ask.

[00:54:13] But yeah I

[00:54:14] think she

[00:54:15] likes being

[00:54:15] poor, likes

[00:54:16] living off

[00:54:17] others'

[00:54:17] generosity.

[00:54:17] I think it

[00:54:18] makes her

[00:54:18] feel that

[00:54:19] other people

[00:54:19] love her at

[00:54:20] least enough

[00:54:21] to pay for

[00:54:21] her doing

[00:54:22] nothing.

[00:54:22] I think every

[00:54:23] time someone

[00:54:24] buys her

[00:54:24] something it

[00:54:25] reinforces her

[00:54:26] feeling of

[00:54:26] importance.

[00:54:27] I don't think

[00:54:28] she realizes it

[00:54:29] makes people

[00:54:30] resent her.

[00:54:32] Like with her

[00:54:33] teeth.

[00:54:33] Jen claims she

[00:54:34] lost two

[00:54:35] teeth as a

[00:54:36] result of a

[00:54:37] sword fighting

[00:54:37] injury.

[00:54:39] Jesus.

[00:54:40] The way she

[00:54:41] described it

[00:54:41] sounded highly

[00:54:42] suspicious.

[00:54:43] Jen intermittently

[00:54:44] complained about

[00:54:44] her completely

[00:54:45] missing teeth

[00:54:45] providing near

[00:54:47] constant misery

[00:54:48] but she only

[00:54:48] complained after

[00:54:49] she spent all

[00:54:50] my money.

[00:54:51] I don't think

[00:54:52] Jen ever wanted

[00:54:53] her teeth fixed.

[00:54:54] It would

[00:54:54] eliminate something

[00:54:55] she could be a

[00:54:55] victim of,

[00:54:56] hold over

[00:54:57] Renee's head,

[00:54:57] and get to

[00:54:58] play poor,

[00:54:59] poor, pitiful

[00:54:59] me about.

[00:55:00] So Jen had no

[00:55:01] issue with

[00:55:01] spending well

[00:55:02] over $50,000

[00:55:03] of my money

[00:55:04] on frivolous

[00:55:05] shit but she

[00:55:07] claimed it would

[00:55:07] be uncouth of

[00:55:08] her to ask me

[00:55:09] to pay a $225

[00:55:10] dental bill to

[00:55:12] end her

[00:55:12] constant misery.

[00:55:14] Also, I can't

[00:55:15] figure out why

[00:55:16] it was okay in

[00:55:17] her mind to

[00:55:17] get on disability

[00:55:18] which she made

[00:55:19] a half-hearted

[00:55:19] attempt to do

[00:55:20] but not to try

[00:55:21] to get on

[00:55:22] food stamps

[00:55:22] even when we

[00:55:24] had no money

[00:55:25] and no food.

[00:55:26] I think this

[00:55:27] has something to

[00:55:28] do with the

[00:55:28] fact that in

[00:55:29] spite of her

[00:55:29] desire to be

[00:55:30] poor, she also

[00:55:31] wanted everyone

[00:55:32] to think she

[00:55:33] was rich.

[00:55:33] She was still

[00:55:35] the spoiled

[00:55:36] little rich

[00:55:36] girl.

[00:55:37] Food stamps

[00:55:38] equals bad

[00:55:39] because poor

[00:55:40] people get

[00:55:40] them and

[00:55:40] disability

[00:55:41] equals good

[00:55:42] because it

[00:55:43] was the

[00:55:43] authority saying

[00:55:44] it was not

[00:55:45] her fault

[00:55:45] she couldn't

[00:55:46] work.

[00:55:47] Oh wait, I

[00:55:48] forgot, she

[00:55:49] had three jobs.

[00:55:51] Head desk.

[00:55:53] Number one,

[00:55:54] running the

[00:55:55] Helsing forum

[00:55:56] on the

[00:55:56] helsing.org,

[00:55:57] a job which

[00:55:58] mostly provided

[00:55:59] her the opportunity

[00:56:00] to ridicule

[00:56:02] people.

[00:56:03] Number two,

[00:56:04] sticking her

[00:56:04] nose into

[00:56:05] other people's

[00:56:05] business at

[00:56:06] the house.

[00:56:06] Number three,

[00:56:07] helping people

[00:56:07] wrongly involved

[00:56:08] in the occult.

[00:56:10] Yeah, I saw

[00:56:11] her maybe spend

[00:56:12] a few hours on

[00:56:13] this the whole

[00:56:13] time she was

[00:56:14] there in spite

[00:56:15] of what she

[00:56:16] claims she

[00:56:16] never counseled

[00:56:17] vampires.

[00:56:19] She thinks she

[00:56:20] fucking is one.

[00:56:21] She mostly

[00:56:22] finds people

[00:56:23] role-playing on

[00:56:23] the internet

[00:56:24] and tells them

[00:56:24] about how

[00:56:25] drinking blood

[00:56:26] is bad because

[00:56:26] you can get

[00:56:27] diseases and

[00:56:28] stuff.

[00:56:29] I will add

[00:56:30] number four,

[00:56:31] caution,

[00:56:31] this is not

[00:56:32] a Jen-approved

[00:56:33] job,

[00:56:33] playing Neopets,

[00:56:35] reading Slash,

[00:56:36] and Incredibles

[00:56:37] fandom.

[00:56:37] She definitely

[00:56:38] spent more than

[00:56:39] five hours a

[00:56:40] day doing

[00:56:41] Neopets,

[00:56:42] Slash,

[00:56:42] and Incredibles.

[00:56:43] And Jess,

[00:56:44] one of the

[00:56:45] other roommates

[00:56:45] of Jen and

[00:56:46] I,

[00:56:46] is here.

[00:56:47] She says

[00:56:47] hi.

[00:56:47] She doesn't

[00:56:48] like Jen

[00:56:48] either.

[00:56:49] 11-19-05,

[00:56:50] Jen would

[00:56:50] always get

[00:56:51] mad because

[00:56:51] my car

[00:56:52] always had

[00:56:53] gas and

[00:56:54] kept suspecting

[00:56:55] that I was

[00:56:55] hiding money.

[00:56:56] It wasn't

[00:56:57] that hard to

[00:56:58] always fill up

[00:56:59] on the way

[00:56:59] home from

[00:57:00] work and

[00:57:01] then never

[00:57:01] run out of

[00:57:02] gas as

[00:57:03] opposed to

[00:57:03] always pumping

[00:57:04] five dollars

[00:57:04] or less.

[00:57:06] Oh,

[00:57:06] and the

[00:57:06] painting on

[00:57:07] the walls,

[00:57:08] it was in

[00:57:08] dry erase

[00:57:09] marker.

[00:57:11] 11-19-05,

[00:57:13] I never

[00:57:14] would have put

[00:57:15] up with being

[00:57:15] hit if Jen

[00:57:16] hadn't made

[00:57:17] it seem like

[00:57:17] it was my

[00:57:18] fault and

[00:57:19] told me

[00:57:19] repeatedly

[00:57:20] that I

[00:57:21] attacked her

[00:57:21] then blacked

[00:57:22] out.

[00:57:23] I am not

[00:57:24] the kind of

[00:57:25] person that

[00:57:25] gets abused.

[00:57:26] The pictures

[00:57:27] are of

[00:57:28] after they

[00:57:28] left.

[00:57:29] The room

[00:57:29] looked similar

[00:57:30] with much

[00:57:31] more stuff

[00:57:31] strewn when

[00:57:32] they lived

[00:57:33] there.

[00:57:33] I took them

[00:57:34] with my

[00:57:35] mom's

[00:57:35] digicam so

[00:57:36] that if I

[00:57:37] needed them

[00:57:38] with the

[00:57:38] police to

[00:57:39] prove that

[00:57:40] mess they

[00:57:40] made,

[00:57:41] I would have

[00:57:42] proof.

[00:57:43] Yes,

[00:57:43] there was

[00:57:44] glare everywhere.

[00:57:44] I am still

[00:57:45] removing glare

[00:57:46] from all over.

[00:57:46] I still find

[00:57:47] random glare in

[00:57:48] my crotch all

[00:57:49] the time.

[00:57:49] This is how

[00:57:50] much it's

[00:57:51] everywhere.

[00:57:51] And oh

[00:57:52] how Jin

[00:57:53] smelled.

[00:57:53] Angel was

[00:57:54] much worse

[00:57:55] though.

[00:57:55] I don't

[00:57:56] think that

[00:57:56] girl ever

[00:57:57] bathed,

[00:57:58] they just

[00:57:58] kept adding

[00:57:58] perfume and

[00:57:59] Jin's purple

[00:58:00] skirt dress

[00:58:00] stinked to

[00:58:01] high heaven.

[00:58:02] That was

[00:58:02] until I

[00:58:03] made her

[00:58:03] other clothes

[00:58:04] to wear,

[00:58:05] even though

[00:58:05] she wore

[00:58:06] the dress

[00:58:06] skirts all

[00:58:07] the time and

[00:58:08] always kept

[00:58:08] insisting that

[00:58:09] her clothes

[00:58:09] were too

[00:58:10] large except

[00:58:10] in the tits.

[00:58:11] Whenever

[00:58:12] something was

[00:58:13] too small,

[00:58:13] it was too

[00:58:14] small for

[00:58:14] her shoulders.

[00:58:15] Whenever

[00:58:16] too large,

[00:58:16] it was too

[00:58:17] baggy around

[00:58:17] her stomach.

[00:58:18] She sure

[00:58:19] had a

[00:58:19] lewd idea

[00:58:20] of what

[00:58:20] she looked

[00:58:21] like at

[00:58:22] 200 pounds.

[00:58:23] I think

[00:58:24] my favorite

[00:58:25] letter from

[00:58:26] this site

[00:58:27] is this

[00:58:28] one.

[00:58:29] Okay.

[00:58:30] Now this

[00:58:30] one,

[00:58:31] there is a

[00:58:31] disclaimer at

[00:58:32] the top of

[00:58:32] this that

[00:58:33] says,

[00:58:33] this following

[00:58:34] was taken

[00:58:34] from the

[00:58:34] Wayback Machine.

[00:58:35] It is posted

[00:58:36] without consent

[00:58:37] to the original

[00:58:38] author and I

[00:58:39] want to make

[00:58:39] that damn

[00:58:40] clear.

[00:58:42] Originally,

[00:58:42] I wanted to

[00:58:43] make sure

[00:58:43] that the author

[00:58:43] was protected

[00:58:44] in her identity

[00:58:45] but apparently

[00:58:46] she continued

[00:58:46] to be crazy

[00:58:47] and was right

[00:58:49] back on the

[00:58:49] Solban train.

[00:58:50] This was

[00:58:51] written in

[00:58:51] 2002.

[00:58:54] It begins,

[00:58:55] Jenova,

[00:58:56] when I became

[00:58:57] your apprentice,

[00:58:58] you told me to

[00:58:58] shut up and

[00:58:59] not argue with

[00:59:00] you.

[00:59:00] Apparently,

[00:59:01] a sorceress is

[00:59:02] supposed to be

[00:59:03] a creature who

[00:59:03] blindly accepts

[00:59:04] the opinions

[00:59:05] of the

[00:59:05] authorities even

[00:59:07] when she firmly

[00:59:07] believes that

[00:59:08] they are wrong.

[00:59:09] From this,

[00:59:10] I learned that

[00:59:10] when Jen says

[00:59:11] something I

[00:59:11] disagree with,

[00:59:12] I need to

[00:59:12] nod and make

[00:59:13] agreeing sounds

[00:59:14] anyway.

[00:59:15] Otherwise,

[00:59:16] we would have

[00:59:16] to fight

[00:59:16] every two

[00:59:17] minutes and

[00:59:17] quite frankly

[00:59:18] saying what

[00:59:18] I thought

[00:59:19] wasn't worth

[00:59:19] that hassle.

[00:59:20] I am not,

[00:59:21] however,

[00:59:22] your apprentice

[00:59:23] anymore and

[00:59:24] I am free

[00:59:25] to say what

[00:59:25] I think and

[00:59:26] I will because

[00:59:27] it's a relief

[00:59:28] to say it even

[00:59:28] if you aren't

[00:59:29] reading this.

[00:59:30] I do not

[00:59:31] actually give a

[00:59:31] crap whether

[00:59:32] you read it

[00:59:32] or not.

[00:59:33] It will hurt

[00:59:34] your feelings

[00:59:34] and you will

[00:59:35] care that it

[00:59:36] happened and

[00:59:36] I don't.

[00:59:37] You have been

[00:59:38] warned.

[00:59:39] This, be it

[00:59:41] right or wrong,

[00:59:41] is what I

[00:59:42] think.

[00:59:43] You do not

[00:59:44] look like any

[00:59:44] FF characters.

[00:59:45] You look like

[00:59:46] Jennifer Cornett.

[00:59:47] End of story.

[00:59:48] I, for that

[00:59:49] matter, look

[00:59:49] nothing like

[00:59:50] Yuna.

[00:59:50] Yuna looks

[00:59:51] Asian.

[00:59:52] You have no

[00:59:53] money because you

[00:59:54] keep spending it

[00:59:54] on things you

[00:59:55] want.

[00:59:56] Anything you

[00:59:57] want is not

[00:59:57] automatically a

[00:59:58] magical item.

[01:00:00] There may be a

[01:00:01] potential magic in

[01:00:02] everything but then

[01:00:02] there's magic in

[01:00:03] things you don't

[01:00:04] bother to look at.

[01:00:04] Things you can

[01:00:05] have for free.

[01:00:07] If something is a

[01:00:08] magical item, that

[01:00:09] doesn't mean you

[01:00:09] must own it.

[01:00:10] It would be nice

[01:00:11] if you could, but

[01:00:12] you can't always do

[01:00:13] so.

[01:00:14] I had money because

[01:00:15] I rarely bought

[01:00:16] anything for myself.

[01:00:17] Whenever I got

[01:00:18] some money, I

[01:00:18] would save it.

[01:00:19] I am not a

[01:00:20] money generator and

[01:00:21] neither are my

[01:00:22] parents.

[01:00:22] If you want to

[01:00:23] have money, you

[01:00:23] need to not

[01:00:24] spend it.

[01:00:25] I now do not

[01:00:26] have any money

[01:00:27] because I spent

[01:00:28] it on you.

[01:00:29] Poof.

[01:00:29] All gone.

[01:00:30] You still wanted

[01:00:31] more, but I

[01:00:32] didn't have any

[01:00:33] more to give you.

[01:00:35] Nobody has

[01:00:36] everything they

[01:00:37] want.

[01:00:37] Not you, not

[01:00:38] Renee, not

[01:00:39] Zach, not

[01:00:39] Tinkles, not

[01:00:40] Karina, not

[01:00:41] Britney Spears, not

[01:00:42] your parents, not

[01:00:43] Waka, not

[01:00:43] W, not even

[01:00:45] me.

[01:00:45] This is called

[01:00:46] life and it's a

[01:00:47] bitch.

[01:00:47] I love how she

[01:00:48] references George

[01:00:49] W. Bush in

[01:00:50] this.

[01:00:50] Not W.

[01:00:51] When a person, any

[01:00:52] person, gets

[01:00:53] something he

[01:00:53] wants, he

[01:00:54] immediately starts

[01:00:54] wanting something

[01:00:55] else.

[01:00:55] This is called

[01:00:56] being human.

[01:00:57] It too is a

[01:00:58] bitch.

[01:00:59] Soul bonds may

[01:01:00] be important.

[01:01:01] However, if

[01:01:01] you treat them

[01:01:02] like they're more

[01:01:02] important than

[01:01:03] what happens in

[01:01:03] the real world,

[01:01:04] then your real

[01:01:05] life will probably

[01:01:05] suffer.

[01:01:06] Your soul

[01:01:06] bound life,

[01:01:07] however, will

[01:01:07] be wonderful.

[01:01:08] If these results

[01:01:09] are unsatisfactory

[01:01:11] to you, then

[01:01:11] give your real

[01:01:12] life a priority.

[01:01:14] You, not your

[01:01:15] soul bonds, are

[01:01:16] responsible for

[01:01:17] what you do.

[01:01:18] You are

[01:01:19] responsible for

[01:01:20] what your body

[01:01:20] does.

[01:01:21] If you cannot

[01:01:21] live with what

[01:01:22] your soul bonds

[01:01:23] do, don't let

[01:01:24] them out.

[01:01:25] You are

[01:01:26] responsible for

[01:01:26] what you do

[01:01:27] even when you

[01:01:27] were puppeted.

[01:01:28] Unanimated.

[01:01:31] Having an excuse

[01:01:32] for something does

[01:01:32] not make it a

[01:01:33] good idea.

[01:01:35] If you keep

[01:01:36] talking about how

[01:01:37] good you are at

[01:01:37] everything, people

[01:01:38] will say they

[01:01:39] agree regardless of

[01:01:40] their real opinions

[01:01:41] because it's impolite

[01:01:42] not to.

[01:01:42] They will,

[01:01:43] however, eventually

[01:01:44] get sick of having

[01:01:45] to agree and start

[01:01:46] to dislike you.

[01:01:47] If you keep

[01:01:48] talking about how

[01:01:49] bad you are at

[01:01:50] everything, people

[01:01:50] will say they

[01:01:51] disagree in order

[01:01:52] to cheer you up.

[01:01:53] They will get sick

[01:01:53] of this too.

[01:01:54] Whether or not

[01:01:55] people say you're

[01:01:56] good at something

[01:01:56] does not change

[01:01:57] how good at it

[01:01:58] you actually are.

[01:01:59] If Renee does

[01:02:00] not go to class

[01:02:01] and do her

[01:02:02] homework, it will

[01:02:02] be difficult for

[01:02:03] her to pass

[01:02:04] those classes.

[01:02:04] Then she is no

[01:02:05] closer to graduating.

[01:02:06] Until she

[01:02:07] graduates, it will

[01:02:08] be hard for her

[01:02:08] to get a job

[01:02:09] that makes more

[01:02:09] money than she

[01:02:10] gets now.

[01:02:10] This is called

[01:02:11] capitalism and

[01:02:12] it is a bitch.

[01:02:13] No one likes it

[01:02:14] but no one has

[01:02:14] come up with

[01:02:15] anything that

[01:02:15] works any better.

[01:02:16] Renee always has

[01:02:17] to call off work

[01:02:19] or skip classes

[01:02:20] to give you

[01:02:21] attention.

[01:02:21] She does this

[01:02:22] because she loves

[01:02:23] you.

[01:02:24] Love makes people

[01:02:25] do irrational

[01:02:26] and reckless

[01:02:27] things.

[01:02:28] This is one of

[01:02:29] them.

[01:02:30] That does not

[01:02:30] make it a good

[01:02:31] idea.

[01:02:32] You are wrecking

[01:02:33] Renee's life.

[01:02:34] It is wrong

[01:02:35] to do so

[01:02:36] even if you

[01:02:37] have permission.

[01:02:38] Everyone needs

[01:02:39] attention.

[01:02:40] Everyone also

[01:02:41] needs to shut

[01:02:41] up sometimes

[01:02:42] and let people

[01:02:43] pay attention

[01:02:44] to something

[01:02:44] else.

[01:02:45] You stole my

[01:02:46] crystals and

[01:02:47] doujinshi.

[01:02:48] They do not

[01:02:48] belong to you

[01:02:49] and you took

[01:02:49] them and refused

[01:02:50] to give them

[01:02:51] back.

[01:02:51] They are not

[01:02:51] yours.

[01:02:52] You taught me

[01:02:53] no magic.

[01:02:54] The only thing

[01:02:54] I learned from

[01:02:55] you is how

[01:02:55] to be aware

[01:02:56] of people

[01:02:57] like you.

[01:02:58] The doctors

[01:02:58] probably cannot

[01:02:59] figure out

[01:03:00] what is wrong

[01:03:00] with you

[01:03:00] because you

[01:03:01] are not

[01:03:01] sick.

[01:03:02] If you feel

[01:03:03] like you

[01:03:04] are fat,

[01:03:04] eat less.

[01:03:05] Do not whine

[01:03:06] about it.

[01:03:06] No one else

[01:03:07] cares whether

[01:03:08] or not you

[01:03:09] are fat.

[01:03:09] It is ridiculous

[01:03:10] to expect

[01:03:11] others to

[01:03:12] never talk

[01:03:12] about grocery

[01:03:13] bills because

[01:03:13] of the chance

[01:03:14] that you might

[01:03:15] be able to

[01:03:15] reinterpret as

[01:03:16] a criticism

[01:03:17] of your eating

[01:03:18] habits.

[01:03:19] Most people

[01:03:20] do not spend

[01:03:21] as much on

[01:03:21] food as you

[01:03:22] do.

[01:03:22] Since you

[01:03:23] barely pay

[01:03:23] your other

[01:03:24] bills,

[01:03:24] this is not

[01:03:25] a good idea.

[01:03:26] Healthy

[01:03:26] relationships

[01:03:27] do not

[01:03:27] require

[01:03:27] fighting.

[01:03:28] Healthy

[01:03:29] relationships

[01:03:29] with

[01:03:29] parents

[01:03:30] or

[01:03:30] love

[01:03:30] possibly

[01:03:31] do

[01:03:31] because

[01:03:32] you

[01:03:32] are

[01:03:32] required

[01:03:32] to agree

[01:03:33] in order to

[01:03:34] decide what

[01:03:34] to do and

[01:03:35] this creates

[01:03:35] conflict.

[01:03:36] Friends do

[01:03:36] not have to

[01:03:37] agree all the

[01:03:38] time so they

[01:03:38] do not have

[01:03:39] to fight.

[01:03:39] I do not

[01:03:40] have to fight

[01:03:41] with a vast

[01:03:41] majority of

[01:03:42] my friends.

[01:03:43] These friendships

[01:03:43] are nevertheless

[01:03:44] healthy.

[01:03:45] You fight

[01:03:46] with everyone.

[01:03:47] A good number

[01:03:47] of these relationships

[01:03:48] are not healthy.

[01:03:49] If you don't

[01:03:50] want to have

[01:03:51] fights,

[01:03:51] stop picking them.

[01:03:52] If you don't

[01:03:53] want everyone

[01:03:53] to treat you

[01:03:54] like the bad

[01:03:54] guy,

[01:03:55] don't act

[01:03:55] like one.

[01:03:56] Taking orders

[01:03:57] from Ultimecia

[01:03:58] might not be

[01:03:58] the best idea.

[01:04:00] People only

[01:04:01] feel sorry for

[01:04:01] you so many

[01:04:02] times.

[01:04:02] If your life

[01:04:03] is bad,

[01:04:03] change it so

[01:04:04] it isn't bad

[01:04:04] anymore.

[01:04:05] Having bad

[01:04:06] things in your

[01:04:07] past is not

[01:04:07] excused behavior

[01:04:08] in the present.

[01:04:09] Life lessons

[01:04:10] are not the same

[01:04:10] as magic lessons

[01:04:11] but you mix

[01:04:12] them up.

[01:04:13] I never signed

[01:04:13] up to take

[01:04:14] life lessons

[01:04:14] from you.

[01:04:15] You are not

[01:04:15] very good at

[01:04:16] life.

[01:04:18] This is your

[01:04:19] own problem

[01:04:20] but you should

[01:04:20] not try to

[01:04:21] teach other

[01:04:21] people how

[01:04:22] to live

[01:04:22] because you

[01:04:23] yourself do

[01:04:24] not know.

[01:04:25] You are not

[01:04:25] my best friend

[01:04:26] no matter how

[01:04:27] many times you

[01:04:27] said you were

[01:04:28] and no matter

[01:04:28] how many times

[01:04:29] I had to agree

[01:04:29] with you so

[01:04:30] as not to

[01:04:30] upset you.

[01:04:31] You are a

[01:04:32] good friend

[01:04:32] and were

[01:04:32] important to

[01:04:33] me but you

[01:04:33] were not my

[01:04:34] best friend.

[01:04:35] Someone else

[01:04:35] is.

[01:04:36] If you had

[01:04:36] not been

[01:04:37] important to

[01:04:37] me I would

[01:04:38] not have

[01:04:38] even bothered

[01:04:39] to agree

[01:04:39] with you.

[01:04:41] Proclaiming

[01:04:41] yourself a

[01:04:42] bitch does

[01:04:43] not excuse

[01:04:43] being one.

[01:04:45] I never

[01:04:45] claimed to

[01:04:46] be the

[01:04:46] sweet and

[01:04:47] innocent one.

[01:04:48] You were

[01:04:48] the one who

[01:04:48] called me

[01:04:48] that.

[01:04:49] In fact I

[01:04:50] specifically

[01:04:50] said I do

[01:04:51] not think of

[01:04:52] myself as

[01:04:52] being that

[01:04:53] way.

[01:04:53] Nobody is

[01:04:54] an archetype

[01:04:54] in real life.

[01:04:55] You are

[01:04:56] the one who

[01:04:56] betrays your

[01:04:56] friends not

[01:04:57] vice versa.

[01:04:58] Most of

[01:04:59] our mutual

[01:04:59] acquaintances

[01:05:00] do not

[01:05:00] trust you at

[01:05:01] least that's

[01:05:01] what they've

[01:05:02] told me.

[01:05:02] No one is

[01:05:03] going to

[01:05:03] trust you if

[01:05:04] you keep

[01:05:04] crying wolf.

[01:05:05] You lie a

[01:05:06] lot and

[01:05:06] rarely even

[01:05:07] stick to one

[01:05:08] consistent

[01:05:08] story.

[01:05:09] A lot of

[01:05:10] people notice

[01:05:10] that you're

[01:05:11] a liar even

[01:05:11] if they do

[01:05:12] not say so

[01:05:12] to your

[01:05:13] face.

[01:05:13] I do

[01:05:14] not quote

[01:05:14] want to go

[01:05:15] to Penn

[01:05:15] State anyway.

[01:05:17] Telling someone

[01:05:18] that they want

[01:05:18] to do something

[01:05:19] doesn't make

[01:05:19] them want to

[01:05:20] do it.

[01:05:20] It makes

[01:05:20] them think

[01:05:21] you're wrong.

[01:05:22] You are

[01:05:22] more childish

[01:05:23] than any

[01:05:24] adult I

[01:05:25] know.

[01:05:25] You act

[01:05:26] like you're

[01:05:26] about 12

[01:05:26] except when

[01:05:27] you're acting

[01:05:27] like you're

[01:05:28] two.

[01:05:29] You do

[01:05:30] not know

[01:05:30] anything about

[01:05:31] anyone else's

[01:05:32] soul bonds

[01:05:32] except maybe

[01:05:33] their name

[01:05:33] hairstyle on a

[01:05:34] rough sketch

[01:05:34] of their past.

[01:05:35] You look

[01:05:36] silly when

[01:05:37] you pretend

[01:05:37] you do know

[01:05:38] about other

[01:05:39] soul bonds.

[01:05:39] Most of the

[01:05:40] time you

[01:05:40] guess things

[01:05:41] and you guessed

[01:05:41] wrong.

[01:05:42] You have a

[01:05:43] sexual relationship

[01:05:44] with a girl.

[01:05:44] The term

[01:05:45] lesbian applies

[01:05:46] to your

[01:05:46] relationship.

[01:05:47] It is

[01:05:48] unreasonable of

[01:05:49] you to get

[01:05:49] upset if

[01:05:50] someone calls

[01:05:50] you one.

[01:05:51] You are

[01:05:51] one.

[01:05:52] You are

[01:05:53] the only

[01:05:53] one acting

[01:05:54] like there

[01:05:54] is something

[01:05:55] wrong with

[01:05:55] it.

[01:05:55] Lesbian

[01:05:56] is not

[01:05:56] a criticism.

[01:05:57] It is

[01:05:57] a fact.

[01:05:58] No one

[01:05:59] has criticized

[01:05:59] you.

[01:06:00] Not

[01:06:00] everything

[01:06:01] that is

[01:06:01] said about

[01:06:02] you is

[01:06:02] criticism

[01:06:03] or praise.

[01:06:04] Some of

[01:06:04] it is

[01:06:05] just

[01:06:05] fact.

[01:06:06] You take

[01:06:06] everything

[01:06:07] personally

[01:06:07] regardless

[01:06:08] of whether

[01:06:08] or not

[01:06:09] people are

[01:06:09] trying to

[01:06:09] criticize or

[01:06:10] praise you

[01:06:10] because of

[01:06:11] this you

[01:06:11] feel hurt

[01:06:12] whenever anybody

[01:06:13] says anything.

[01:06:14] If you want

[01:06:14] to stop

[01:06:15] feeling hurt

[01:06:15] stop taking

[01:06:16] things personally

[01:06:17] not.

[01:06:18] Everything

[01:06:18] people say

[01:06:19] is designed

[01:06:20] to make

[01:06:20] Jen feel

[01:06:21] good or

[01:06:21] bad.

[01:06:22] In fact

[01:06:22] very little

[01:06:23] of what

[01:06:23] is said

[01:06:24] is designed

[01:06:24] to make

[01:06:25] Jen feel

[01:06:25] good or

[01:06:26] bad.

[01:06:26] Most

[01:06:27] people

[01:06:27] avoid

[01:06:27] making

[01:06:28] personal

[01:06:28] statements

[01:06:29] most of

[01:06:30] the time.

[01:06:31] This does

[01:06:31] not apply

[01:06:32] when people

[01:06:32] are angry.

[01:06:34] Many

[01:06:34] people are

[01:06:35] angry at

[01:06:36] you.

[01:06:36] Most

[01:06:37] of it

[01:06:37] is your

[01:06:38] fault.

[01:06:39] I realize

[01:06:40] that you

[01:06:40] will take

[01:06:40] all of

[01:06:41] this

[01:06:41] personally

[01:06:42] should

[01:06:42] you

[01:06:42] ever

[01:06:42] read

[01:06:43] it.

[01:06:43] You

[01:06:43] will

[01:06:43] feel

[01:06:44] bad.

[01:06:44] Anyone

[01:06:45] would.

[01:06:46] I am

[01:06:46] not

[01:06:46] that

[01:06:46] stupid.

[01:06:47] If you

[01:06:47] didn't

[01:06:48] want

[01:06:48] that to

[01:06:48] happen

[01:06:48] you

[01:07:05] know

[01:07:08] that's

[01:07:09] just

[01:07:09] how

[01:07:10] it

[01:07:10] is.

[01:07:11] It

[01:07:11] is good

[01:07:12] that people

[01:07:13] were able

[01:07:13] to not

[01:07:14] only get

[01:07:15] out from

[01:07:15] under

[01:07:16] this

[01:07:16] woman

[01:07:16] but also

[01:07:16] to post

[01:07:18] things like

[01:07:18] this.

[01:07:18] Big

[01:07:18] screeds

[01:07:19] you know

[01:07:19] like this

[01:07:20] is

[01:07:20] terrible

[01:07:21] you're

[01:07:22] a terrible

[01:07:22] person

[01:07:23] because

[01:07:23] yeah

[01:07:24] Jen's

[01:07:24] a terrible

[01:07:25] person.

[01:07:25] Absolutely.

[01:07:26] There's

[01:07:27] still so

[01:07:27] much I

[01:07:27] mean like

[01:07:29] letters

[01:07:29] upon

[01:07:29] letters

[01:07:30] at that

[01:07:30] site

[01:07:30] but like

[01:07:31] what a

[01:07:32] freaky

[01:07:33] deaky

[01:07:33] situation

[01:07:34] and I

[01:07:35] mentioned

[01:07:35] it last

[01:07:35] week

[01:07:36] that she's

[01:07:36] still

[01:07:36] doing it.

[01:07:37] She's

[01:07:37] still out

[01:07:37] there.

[01:07:38] Yeah.

[01:07:38] Twerking

[01:07:39] on the

[01:07:40] Hannibal

[01:07:41] fandom.

[01:07:42] That's

[01:07:42] right.

[01:07:42] Yep.

[01:07:42] Stunting

[01:07:43] on them.

[01:07:45] The more

[01:07:45] I read

[01:07:46] about this

[01:07:46] and the

[01:07:47] more I

[01:07:47] sit here

[01:07:48] with these

[01:07:48] stories

[01:07:48] the more

[01:07:49] I'm just

[01:07:49] like she's

[01:07:50] not the

[01:07:50] only one.

[01:07:51] She can't

[01:07:51] be the

[01:07:52] only one.

[01:07:52] Right.

[01:07:53] There's

[01:07:53] predatory

[01:07:54] and weird

[01:07:54] people

[01:07:54] in all

[01:07:55] these

[01:07:55] different

[01:07:55] fandoms.

[01:07:56] There's

[01:07:56] predatory

[01:07:56] and weird

[01:07:56] people.

[01:07:57] This is

[01:07:57] just the

[01:07:58] most publicly

[01:07:59] known

[01:07:59] one at

[01:07:59] least as

[01:08:00] far as

[01:08:00] I know

[01:08:02] and I'm

[01:08:03] just deeply

[01:08:04] fascinated.

[01:08:04] To this extent

[01:08:05] Yeah.

[01:08:06] It's fucking

[01:08:06] crazy.

[01:08:07] I remember

[01:08:08] first reading

[01:08:08] about this

[01:08:09] almost 20

[01:08:09] years ago

[01:08:10] and thinking

[01:08:10] what the

[01:08:10] fuck

[01:08:11] and now

[01:08:11] it still

[01:08:12] is as

[01:08:13] confusing

[01:08:14] and upsetting

[01:08:14] and as

[01:08:15] weird

[01:08:15] as I

[01:08:16] remember

[01:08:16] it

[01:08:16] then.

[01:08:17] I guess

[01:08:17] it's just

[01:08:18] because I've

[01:08:18] never been

[01:08:18] in that

[01:08:19] situation

[01:08:19] but like

[01:08:19] how do

[01:08:20] you let

[01:08:20] yourself

[01:08:21] get in so

[01:08:21] deep

[01:08:21] with someone

[01:08:22] like that?

[01:08:23] How do

[01:08:23] you let

[01:08:24] this narcissist

[01:08:25] get their

[01:08:26] claws in you

[01:08:27] and just

[01:08:27] tear you up?

[01:08:29] Because

[01:08:29] $80,000

[01:08:31] on bullshit?

[01:08:32] The Franklin

[01:08:33] Mint

[01:08:33] fucking

[01:08:35] crystals?

[01:08:36] The holders

[01:08:37] and shit?

[01:08:38] Yeah.

[01:08:38] Just all of

[01:08:39] it sounds

[01:08:39] so fucking

[01:08:40] insane.

[01:08:41] Physical

[01:08:41] abuse

[01:08:42] and like

[01:08:42] having to

[01:08:43] be there

[01:08:43] when they're

[01:08:44] fucking

[01:08:44] their girlfriend

[01:08:45] and like

[01:08:45] getting mad

[01:08:46] about being

[01:08:46] called a

[01:08:47] lesbian

[01:08:48] is like

[01:08:48] there's just

[01:08:49] so much

[01:08:50] psychosexual

[01:08:51] weird shit

[01:08:52] going on

[01:08:53] and like

[01:08:53] the soul

[01:08:54] bonding thing

[01:08:55] is like

[01:08:55] okay fine

[01:08:56] people you

[01:08:56] know

[01:08:56] woo woo

[01:08:57] whatever

[01:08:57] they want

[01:08:58] in their

[01:08:58] heads

[01:08:58] but like

[01:08:59] forcing it

[01:09:00] on other

[01:09:00] people

[01:09:00] is different

[01:09:01] trying to

[01:09:02] activate

[01:09:02] hidden

[01:09:03] memories

[01:09:03] like

[01:09:04] you know

[01:09:04] what

[01:09:04] you can

[01:09:05] believe

[01:09:05] what you

[01:09:05] want

[01:09:05] but you're

[01:09:06] trying

[01:09:06] trying to

[01:09:07] make someone

[01:09:08] else

[01:09:08] remember

[01:09:09] things that

[01:09:09] they clearly

[01:09:10] don't

[01:09:10] have any

[01:09:11] kind of

[01:09:11] you know

[01:09:12] past life

[01:09:13] regression

[01:09:13] need for

[01:09:14] right

[01:09:14] yeah

[01:09:15] it's just

[01:09:15] it's

[01:09:16] this

[01:09:16] interesting

[01:09:17] artifact

[01:09:17] from a

[01:09:18] time

[01:09:18] when the

[01:09:19] internet

[01:09:19] felt like

[01:09:20] it could

[01:09:21] show you

[01:09:21] something

[01:09:22] you never

[01:09:23] imagined

[01:09:23] and boy

[01:09:24] I never

[01:09:25] in all

[01:09:26] of my

[01:09:26] thoughts

[01:09:27] ever came

[01:09:27] up with

[01:09:28] the idea

[01:09:28] of like

[01:09:28] a weird

[01:09:29] pseudo cult

[01:09:30] and like

[01:09:31] crappy

[01:09:32] cheap

[01:09:33] apartments

[01:09:33] based around

[01:09:34] someone's

[01:09:35] really bizarre

[01:09:36] misinterpretation

[01:09:37] of like

[01:09:38] Final Fantasy

[01:09:39] lore

[01:09:39] yeah

[01:09:40] and again

[01:09:41] I will

[01:09:42] recommend

[01:09:42] to our

[01:09:43] listeners

[01:09:43] dig

[01:09:44] through

[01:09:44] Demon Sushi's

[01:09:45] website

[01:09:46] Demon

[01:09:46] Sushi

[01:09:47] just search

[01:09:48] that

[01:09:49] you should

[01:09:49] get that

[01:09:50] first hit

[01:09:50] because there's

[01:09:51] a lot more

[01:09:51] there

[01:09:52] that I mean

[01:09:52] I've been

[01:09:53] very selective

[01:09:54] about what

[01:09:54] we're

[01:09:54] what we're

[01:09:55] reading

[01:09:55] and even

[01:09:56] that

[01:09:56] I'm like

[01:09:57] this is

[01:09:57] this is

[01:09:58] too much

[01:09:58] yeah

[01:09:59] it's just

[01:09:59] so much

[01:09:59] it's a

[01:10:00] creepy story

[01:10:01] in a way

[01:10:02] that like

[01:10:02] Hannah Arendt

[01:10:03] banality of

[01:10:04] evil type

[01:10:05] of style

[01:10:05] yeah

[01:10:05] it's just

[01:10:06] it's a

[01:10:07] broken

[01:10:08] person

[01:10:08] wanting to

[01:10:10] create

[01:10:10] something

[01:10:11] of their

[01:10:11] own

[01:10:11] but winds

[01:10:12] up drawing

[01:10:13] in other

[01:10:13] broken

[01:10:13] people

[01:10:14] and

[01:10:15] fucking

[01:10:16] their lives

[01:10:16] up

[01:10:17] yeah

[01:10:17] it's a

[01:10:18] cycle

[01:10:18] unfortunately

[01:10:19] like I said

[01:10:20] I don't

[01:10:20] think

[01:10:20] she's

[01:10:21] the only

[01:10:21] one

[01:10:21] there's

[01:10:22] there's

[01:10:22] gotta be

[01:10:23] others

[01:10:23] we just

[01:10:24] don't know

[01:10:24] about

[01:10:24] them

[01:10:25] there's

[01:10:25] probably

[01:10:26] one

[01:10:26] down the

[01:10:27] street

[01:10:27] somewhere

[01:10:27] somebody's

[01:10:28] like

[01:10:28] yeah

[01:10:28] I'm

[01:10:28] Nathan

[01:10:29] Drake

[01:10:29] oh

[01:10:30] Jesus

[01:10:30] Christ

[01:10:31] you know

[01:10:32] in my

[01:10:33] past life

[01:10:34] I was also

[01:10:35] the hunter

[01:10:36] from Bloodborne

[01:10:37] sure

[01:10:37] whatever

[01:10:38] staggering

[01:10:39] stuff

[01:10:40] well Brian

[01:10:41] you want

[01:10:41] to see

[01:10:41] something

[01:10:42] gross

[01:10:42] yeah

[01:10:43] sure

[01:10:43] let's

[01:10:44] do it

[01:10:45] that's

[01:10:46] right

[01:10:46] it's

[01:10:47] shock.jpg

[01:10:48] and now

[01:10:50] the moment

[01:10:51] you've all

[01:10:52] been waiting

[01:10:52] for

[01:10:53] shock.jpg

[01:10:55] yeah

[01:10:57] yet another

[01:10:59] 4chan

[01:10:59] discovery

[01:11:00] I've been

[01:11:01] calling this

[01:11:01] one wall

[01:11:01] shards

[01:11:02] eight seconds

[01:11:02] long

[01:11:03] I wonder

[01:11:04] what's gonna

[01:11:04] happen here

[01:11:05] so before

[01:11:06] this is even

[01:11:07] really started

[01:11:08] there's a

[01:11:08] posterior

[01:11:09] facing the

[01:11:10] wall of a